Sunday, 02 October 2016

Just another year? Not this time!

By Michael

by GYE Member (See all authors)

"Another year is ending now. Just one like all the others..." That's what I used to feel every year, when its end was imminent. One more year that I thought I would stop to watch porn, to masturbate myself, and... nothing. I expected hopeful to a new year, but deep inside me I knew that it would be exactly the same thing, that nothing would change...

Well, this year was definitely different. Thanks to G-d, I found your website, and through your help I felt what I had for so long forgotten. Hope.

Thank G-d, I am now almost 60 days clean, and I have plenty of trust in Him that He will help me never need to restart my "cleanliness counting" anymore. For the first time in my whole life, I am ending the year with real hope that the next year will be great! I know I'm full of sins, and that I don't deserve a good new year... But at least once in my life I know I am coming to Rosh Hashanah with something in my hands.

I have no words to express my gratitude to GYE... You're all great Tzaddikim!
May Hashem give us, to all the GYE community and team, a wonderful new year, full of Mitzvos and real progress!
כתיבה וחתימה טובה!