hey the way you set it up with such positivity and focus on ur wins and succes and how much more than the falls, thats really really inspiring. its so smart and healthy. thats how you WIN!!!

WOW!! you nailed my feelings. i never knew how to put it into words till i saw your post. i used to run away from unfiltered internet( which is good) but i got crushed if i ever had unfilterred internet bec i saw it as an oppurtunity. Thank u!

Cumulative Stats
Current Streak: 3 wins
Total Wins: 74 days
Total Losses: 5 days
Winning Percentage: 93.67%

Today's positive action towards recovery: 
Verbally reviewed my motivations for quitting

Have a good shabbos everyone

Once you hit a total of 90 days including the days you had a setback calculate your percentage for the last 90 days and not for all of your days. It will give you a better picture of where you are holding and it will allow you to reach 100%.

Cumulative Stats
Current Streak: 6 wins
Total Wins: 77 days
Total Losses: 5 days
Winning Percentage: 93.90%

Today's positive action towards recovery:
2 minute mindfulness breathing exercise

Love that title :D Hatzlacha with your journey!!

Cumulative Stats
Current Streak: 10 wins
Total Wins: 81 days
Total Losses: 5 days
Winning Percentage: 94.19%

Today's positive action towards recovery: Starting reading the recovery book “Mindshift”

have a good Shabbos everyone 

Cumulative Stats
Current Streak: 1 loss
Total Wins: 85 days
Total Losses: 6 days
Winning Percentage: 93.41%

Today's positive action towards recovery:
pushups for stress relief.

was triggered yesterday by some stupid April fools nonsense (on LinkedIn of all places). Wasn’t looking for trouble. Did some urge surfing and survived yesterday, but caved today:-(

I guess I’m just not that motivated to take it to the next level:-/ it’s so easy to rationalize an occasional relapse, plus the benefits of quitting are subtle but the sweet escape of porn and masturbation is anything but subtle.

If my wife knew about my addiction, I wouldn’t need to be so secretive about my recovery efforts. I wish I could join a chabura or go to SA or something, but that’s not possible without her finding out

Meh. Still spinning my wheels at the moment. Anyway, tomorrow is a new day.
Time2Win

time2win wrote on 02 Apr 2025 23:18:

Have you considered joining the Vaad?
There are different time slots (with more on the way!) that may enable you to join without compromising on your secrecy.
Many of the guys gain alot from the oilam/chavershaft aspect of it.
Reach out to me or Shem for more details.