I fell too after 327 days, 2 weeks ago, I feel your pain, and I am also working on myself to get back on track.

Good luck!

They used to say "Fell, Shmell... KOT...."

When I fell after 173 days, I let it ruin the next 1,500 days.

Don't worry about the fall. Don't even analyze it right now. You'll have plenty of time for that once you've picked up the momentum again.

300 days is incredible! if you do that again, you'll have done 600 days with one fall. That's a mind boggling number...Hatzlocha

Sapy wrote on 02 Aug 2022 14:24:

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I fell again.

Found a way to look at explicit photos on a computer that has gentech installed

I tried going on some sites but BH gentech didn't allow the situation to get worse.

I tried to explain the situation to a gentech representative but they said he can only fix an issue if he sees it first hand.........

For the time being my pc is considered unfiltered and if need to use it I will text a fellow gye member before using.

It seems from my conversations (from what I understood) im just a regular normal healthy dude that will get caught up looking at things from time to time.
I really hope that it's not anymore than that. 


I think I'm ready to start afresh.

Hatzlocha on the fresh start.

I don't know if this is an option for you, but one of the things I did was had Gentech block skin tone on my computer.

Thank you!

I have the skin tone blocker.
I think i broke gentechs barriers
...maybe i broke myself.

Ye...been there done that, there's always a way around (sometimes it's just down). One thing I know is you're definitely not broken. 

Zedj wrote on 19 Aug 2022 15:37:

Yes you are normal, as we all are!How about adding accountability program which is what I have because filters are not sufficient for me. Think about it!

Markz wrote on 19 Aug 2022 21:09:

Thank you.
Yes, I have and will think about it.

If any one knows of a good screen accountability for a computer that would be awesome.

I just installed webchaver for myself which seems pretty good. There’s also one called something like truple, forgetting exact name. But webchaver is good.

On the recent posts page, you question is answered already!

Just remember, that this is a fence and not a recovery tool. So if you’re guy that likes fencing then maybe try to find a different form of wrestling:-)

BH 4 days clean.

BH 10 days clean!

Zedj wrote on 28 Aug 2022 15:34:

!!!!!!!!!