drust wrote on 06 Sep 2019 15:05:
both ways.... Unfortunately both internet and real society make me fall. In real society I should control my eyes but it's so difficult. and at home I should to avoid of being alone, but It's difficult to go out , too.
I don't know what to do.
I don't know what to do.
have you read the gye handbook, it might help in both areas, i know for me in the street , listening to a shiur that i like (or even nice jewish music sometimes)with headphones helps a lot.
one thing that im trying although havent gotten there yet ,is working on my bitachon/trust in Hashem,and that is ,if these things that i want to look at in the street were really good for me Hashem would give it to me, and if Hashem doesnt want me to look at them,it must be that its not good for me even though i may desire to look , Hashem knows best , so trust Hashem and as much as you can ,hold yourself back from looking , and one day youll understand why Hashem told you dont look .Trust Hashem , He knows what Hes doing,Hes not trying to deprive you.Hatzlacha!
Thanks a lot for your motivating words. But my mind deviate me in real social life. I really I want to be clean but sometimes my eyes don't obey my order to look straight way.
