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I fell agian 04 Apr 2019 19:10 #340391

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Today was day 25 clean.... Untill i found an old unfiltered phone.... After the fall i took the battery and put it in the trash.... For about an hour... Then i went through the trash..... Sad i know..... And fell again.... Im now standing with the battery in my hand unable to throw it away for real.... How can i get the strength to really get rid of it?

Re: I fell agian 04 Apr 2019 21:51 #340402

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You gotta get angry, make yourself angry at this device and what it’s done to your life, think how it’s destroying you. Once your angry and hate it, it should be easy to get rid of

Re: I fell agian 04 Apr 2019 23:55 #340407

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Helpj wrote on 04 Apr 2019 19:10:
Today was day 25 clean.... Untill i found an old unfiltered phone.... After the fall i took the battery and put it in the trash.... For about an hour... Then i went through the trash..... Sad i know..... And fell again.... Im now standing with the battery in my hand unable to throw it away for real.... How can i get the strength to really get rid of it?

I was in such a situation a couple of weeks ago and I dropped it in a sewer on the street.
Look for a one way trash.
I threw it away as a knas, can't you filter it?
 *  NO, It's not all or nothing, just every bit counts!
 *  I failed yesterday, and I might fail tomorrow. But just for today I'm going to give it a try.
 *  Being curios made me lust and get into trouble.

אָמַר רבי יוחנן: אֵבֶר קָטָן יֵשׁ לוֹ לָאָדָם, מַרְעִיבוֹ = שָׂבֵעַ, מַשְׂבִּיעוֹ = רָעֵב

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Re: I fell agian 16 May 2019 20:54 #341236

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So after a month of not being clean i got out and got a week and a half..... But then here i am again starting over... now here's the problem the new outlet i found is unfilterable and not mine to get rid of.....

Re: I fell agian 16 May 2019 21:16 #341237

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Helpj wrote on 16 May 2019 20:54:
So after a month of not being clean i got out and got a week and a half..... But then here i am again starting over... now here's the problem the new outlet i found is unfilterable and not mine to get rid of.....

maybe GYE should branch out and open a free Electrical Company to solve our problems. 

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