I dont know where I stand.
I have four addictions that I am trying to break.
1) Masturbation
2) Video watching
3) x-rated Image Viewing
4) Story Reading
I have been masturbating since I was 13 years old. I have been watching videos on the internet for the past 10 years. I have been viewing images for about 20 years and story reading for around 25 years.
I am doing the 90-day chart. So far I am not watching any videos or viewing any x-rated images.
but I am not doing so well with the Masturbation or story reading.
The story reading is very hard for me to stop as the stories i am reading are not x-rated stories but rather pg-13 stories with sex scenes in them. Then i let my imagination do the rest. But Its not like i can put a filter on them, as these are stories that you can download from amazon.com . So looking for some advice on how to do deal with this. As I d feel I am starting to justify my actions too much
which needs to stop. So Just wanted to share a current struggle I am going through.