Ok, so once again I start the trek to 90 days. I just read the Taphsic Method and am going to try that. I have as a small knas 36 Shekels and as a big knas 720 NIS with a trip to the kotel for 4 hours. I think this should be sufficient.

I really hope that Hashem will give me strength to continue, as well as guide me on this path. I thought perhaps I would open a diary on my journey to get some much needed Chizuk. 

Good night everyone and I hope to report only good news!

Glad to have you along on the journey. Be kind to yourself, just like Hashem 

Joea

You started reading the handbook and only got upto the part about Taphsic?

I hope you have hatzlacha.

Keep us updated.

No. I came across the Taphsic method via the tools on the website

Well no awesome news to report unfortunately. I fell and paid a heafty knas for it. I am and 2 days sober now and trying to take it one day at a time. Sometimes I feel when I am truly "proud" of my success, the yetzer is the most strongest. I have lost count of the times when I Dafka felt the strongest and proudest about my recovery that I ended up falling on that SAME DAY! I feel like I need to water my success and not preach too much about it....I feel like such a hypocrite sometimes.

Well, with Hashem's everlasting help and compassion, I am picking myself up and am trying again. I hope to share with you all better news, next post.

Better news is when we fix the heart, not going into debt

welcome you guardyoursavings

Becoming over confident is definitely something to be avoided.

It's great that you picked yourself up right away.

Hoping to hear good news from you.

KUTGW!