Hi,

Its been 12 days since i have volunteered for this challenge. Today was particularly difficult, although there was no "particular reason" for me to feel the urge to see some "adult material" but still, there it was (the feel)  just like a routine, a habit, a chore that i am supposed to perform. Well i didn't, quite difficult it was, but the difficulty was not going through this. The difficulty was on a matter which i told myself (the Guilt) that if u could handle this GUILT then do it. I was so close to do it (99.999%) and i don't know what overcame me and just there i didn't do it in the heat of the moment.
After that i asked myself, if u would have done it (like u had done in the past) what would be different this time? while appreciating myself for a smart question i thought what should i say?
THIS TIME, I WOULD HAVE BEEN DEAD FROM THE SHEER DISAPPOINTMENT in myself, i whispered to me.

Well a hard day is almost done, quite intrigued to figure out how the remaining time will be passed.

Need your kind words (no sympathies as i always request) 

A hopeful boy

My kind words are as follows

Youre doing great on day 12

I feel that more input can be given if some good Trucker like Cordnoy or others can see your full 'story' on one page / thread

This way you and us can see your progress

So please choose which thread you will live on and reply to, and we can try help you or you can try help us!!!

guardyoureyes.com/forum/4-On-the-Way-to-90-Days/285421-in-the-roots

guardyoureyes.com/forum/1-Break-Free/285929-shadow

guardyoureyes.com/forum/4-On-the-Way-to-90-Days/286281-THE-QUESTION

KOT

I second that, it is a little bit annoying for a lot of new threads. Also, if I follow your thread then I won't see it under "My Replies" if you keep on making new ones.

Sard
See what a friendly bunch we are?

You asked


So we gave you no sympathies, cos we serve whatever you request

But that's NOT our type

We prefer giving positive input and only nice emojis

Have a great day



 

i'll be live on this thread from now on.

well, Sir, i'll try to keep it in the proper. No more threads.

I do not have sympathy for you but quite the opposite. You were very close to a fall and you did overcome it. 

You do not need sympathy. You deserve applause .