Hi Ezriel,
Welcome to GYE. I found GYE several years ago and now my life is incredibly improved and so can yours. I no longer struggle because I learnt here the tools to live lust free, calm, happy and serene.
I have found that not being plagued by lust was just a small item compared to the wonderful life I now have. I came to be protected from lust but I got a whole lot more.
Your first step will be to share some of your struggles which will be the first step in this wonderful journey to sanity.