Day 58: Every day I have a responsibility, taking care of family, this includes finding work when another landscaping job is done, as I put my heart in it, I can be focused. A challenge comes up when the one I work for is a beautiful woman. I send my prayers up, this one I am going to have to go through, and my mind is going to have to be pure. I have a wife, and I keep that relationship in thoughts. I am working for family. When she has a family, I focus on talk around her family, and the job. I am glad that I love to work with nature, the pruning process is amazing, I have actually seen bud pop out new young leaves. Working with our Maker is a blessing. Once I had real tough battle, the lady was not careful with her clothes, so I knew her body could get exposed.. With much prayer I kept closing spots above her head to look when it required me looking at her. Her husband had died in the last year, so avoided going in the house, except for work inside. I often work for widows, so a growing test comes my way. Each woman has her strength, and weakness, so I focus on the job, her family, or her purpose. I seek in my mind to remember the boundaries of mother, sister, cousin, friend, neighbor, client, daughter. Once I had to work with a daughter painting the house. She was friendly, dressed immodesty. As much as I could I worked on the opposite side of the house, My mindset, this is a daughter, and she has My G-d giving her breath. It took two weeks to finish the job. I did right by her, her parents, and her Maker.