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Re: Back on Track's trekking along 15 Nov 2011 13:44 #125510

Back on Track

Ok ok.... Just gotta get this out. The addict in me has just suggested flipping on youtube and of course NOT WATCHING p*, but just some good old 'normal' american 'entertainment'- no nudity... Of course, just appreciating 'female entertainment'.... This really is insane. I have fallen for this thousands of times. Right now- (and hoepfully for the rest of today) I shall not. Any chizuk is appreciated....

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Re: Back on Track's trekking along 15 Nov 2011 15:02 #125515

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You need a distraction. How about a monstuh' truck race? meet you out in back of the parking lot.....

KOMT!!!!!!!

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"If it would be so easy there wouldn't be a GYE, but if it would be impossible there also wouldn't be a GYE."
"Sometimes a hard decision leads to an easier outcome."
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Re: Back on Track's trekking along 15 Nov 2011 15:27 #125518

Back on Track	Curiosity killed the cat and its gonna kill me if I don't work my steps and turn it over to G-d.
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Re: Back on Track's trekking along 15 Nov 2011 16:10 #125520

ZemirosShabbos OFFLINE Platinum Boarder pass the compote Posts: 6153 Karma: 72	run over the curiosity with yo' truck and hear it go 'crunnnnchhh'
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Re: Back on Track's trekking along 15 Nov 2011 21:45 #125570

heuni memass	Curiosity was created by god so we never stop looking to get closer to him. Workit my friend. As humans we will always have an interest in discovering, exploring etc.. It all part of the plan.
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Re: Back on Track's trekking along 16 Nov 2011 15:02 #125635

Back on Track	(( having a hard time. Need to make some calls...
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Re: Back on Track's trekking along 16 Nov 2011 16:42 #125651

Yosef Hatzadik OFFLINE Platinum Boarder A GYE'er since 2010 Posts: 2986 Karma: 10	Call, Call, Call! Pray, Pray, Pray! Or maybe: Pray, Call, Pray, Call, Pray, Call!
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Re: Back on Track's trekking along 16 Nov 2011 19:16 #125702

ZemirosShabbos OFFLINE Platinum Boarder pass the compote Posts: 6153 Karma: 72	rooting for you BOT please keep us in the loop
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Re: Back on Track's trekking along 22 Nov 2011 00:03 #126305

Back on Track	my thread is lonely. boo hoo.....
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Re: Back on Track's trekking along 22 Nov 2011 00:07 #126307

obormottel OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 1440 Karma: 6	If you're not home, how are we supposed to visit? Share a bissle, tell us how it's hanging...
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Re: Back on Track's trekking along 22 Nov 2011 16:37 #126344

ZemirosShabbos OFFLINE Platinum Boarder pass the compote Posts: 6153 Karma: 72	hey BOT, what's cooking? tagid mashehu tov do you have your speech all ready for the kinventchin? monogrammed matchbox trucks to give out? cholint packets?
	Sometimes life is like tuna with not enough mayonaise ~Inna beshem ZS Give, Forgive ~Cordnoy The reason I'm acting as if I'm pregnant, is because I'm expecting. I should be accepting. ~TZ Last Edit: by .

Re: Back on Track's trekking along 22 Nov 2011 18:27 #126357

Back on Track

im actually feeling a little happy and a little down. i did not restrain myself as i should have and viewdd p* last week. since then i have not. it was the first time this year that i looked (since RH). nad it was not a good move. I am BH still sober as defined by SA, though i did have a few close moments. (well,,, i guess every moment is a close moment) . whats bothering me is that i feel guilty. and am wondering if to discuss this wuith my wife or not. i feel i was dishonest. i also had some rules in place for if i looked which i a implimenting. i also reached out and broke the news o some recovery buddies. I still feel weighed down by the dishonesty i committed though i am not sure if i should say anything. thats been my question lately.... toda for stopping in fellows.

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Re: Back on Track's trekking along 22 Nov 2011 18:30 #126358

gibbor120 OFFLINE Platinum Boarder NEVER EVER GIVE UP! Posts: 5251 Karma: 166	BOT, KOT!
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Re: Back on Track's trekking along 23 Nov 2011 01:14 #126410

Back on Track

Like: gibor. Thnx. I have to look at the bright side- over the last month or two (3?) I think I honestly went from being a p* viewing sober guy- who though not m*ing regularly, still had little will or tools to use when overcome by the urge to look at p*. It bothered me that it didn't bother me that I was looking, and I felt myself totally out of control. I am now at a stage at least where looking bothers me. (Whereas before what bothered me was that it didn't really bother me and I could spend hours looking at p* and still feel 'ok' abt myself bc I was 'sober'.)

This is a step in the right direction. The problem is I still wanna look at p*. But I guess that'll take quite a while to chamge. That's my rant for now. Thanks for truckin by.

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