Hey R' gyefeller, so happy to hear that, you're 100% for 30+ days, that's something that you definitely should celebrate, you should treat yourself with something that has significant meaning to you, it's important to keep yourself focused on your wins and the positive, and treat yourself for them. 

And please don't say that you don't deserve it because you were in yeshiva which is a sheltered place, because the mind can be in any place in the whole wide world at any given time, for free, so sometimes the imaginations and fantasies can be worse than the real thing, so if you managed to shelter your mind as well, then you deserve every ounce of that treat.

Keep it up and keep us posted.
With admiration and love your brother Akiva 

You are an inspiration!
More then that. I am in awe of you!
Keep it up!

thank you:blush:

Holy Buchur,
You're nothing short of a hero!! Please make yourself a huge (off shabbos?) breakfast tomorrow as a celebration!! Every ounce of work you are putting into this fight is going to help you and stand with you as a you continue to develop tremendously during these formative years!! Hotzlacha Raba and keep up the great work!!

i just fell in m:cry:
it wasn't such a bad fall, bec it was very short and i gave tzedakah right after etc.
but i hope the banquet breakfast still applies:grimacing:. i hope i can just ignore this fall and continue on my sober streak iy"h

The banquet breakfast, still applies 100% because you achieved 30+ days from when you started till now.

As far as going forward, you're still doing great, lets say you've had 33 days, minus now 1 day so going forward you have 32 days, as HHM says if you climb a mountain, and trip along the way, you don't fall down to ground level, you just trip, but pick yourself back up and continue onwards, or another example is, the guy who dieted, and lost 50 pounds, then one day he over ate and gained back a pound, he's still at 49 pounds less than where he was when he started, he didn't regain all 50 pounds.

So please, my dear brother, TREAT YOURSELF TO THAT BANQUET BREAKFAST, don't give up keep your spirits high, and KOMT!!!

With love Akiva

Wow You are AMAZING!! Celebrate this massive win Tzadik