Hey, I’m 19 year old yeshiva guy from isreal, I came to isreal at a earlyish age for a high school in a dorm school, in this dorm the vibes weren’t the most clean,everyone had smartphones that we’re supposed to have filters but most of which didn’t have, it really was an environment of talking shtuyot and talking about girls nothing healthy. Either way while I was there that really got me into a deep pit of not being shomer habris, and not watching my eyes.

I’m now in yeshiva grown up and see how bad it was and am trying to stop these bad habits that still haunt me, I’m going out with the girl who GD willing will be my future wife, I have of a lot to work on and alot I need to correct, but I know that until I get that done how could I start a family? how can I create this relationship while not in total Kedusha and while disgracing myself and the very esence of Jewish relationships in the first place? Soo my big question is what am I supposed to do???

Welcome, I also struggled as a bochur, Thank G-D I was clean and sober when I got married, but if this is not under control when you get married, this can cause great issues.