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Re: My Nisoyin. My Life. 21 Jun 2021 21:46 #370071

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17 Days clean! It was relatively easy till now.
But now the Yetzer is kicking in really hard, my mind was really clean for the last while BH.
Hashem please help me to get through this.
I can do it and I will do it Bezrat Hasham!

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Re: My Nisoyin. My Life. 24 Jun 2021 01:18 #370136

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Woohoo! 20 days clean! Still going easy. Time for me to prepare energy for when things will not go the way I want and hope. Im stressing very much these days to have a 100% clean mind and Machsuva and it really is key. You can't lust what you didn't see. Of course the bad memories are here and the struggle is not to go in that direction. 
An interesting thing is that having a clean mind makes it much easier to be triggered of real minor stuff which normally would mean anything. The cleaner/finer ones mind is the more it is important to be on guard on finer things...

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Re: My Nisoyin. My Life. 24 Jun 2021 02:06 #370138

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Re: My Nisoyin. My Life. 25 Jun 2021 11:32 #370195

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Day #21, BH by keeping myself on top of this subject, being careful with what I do and stating in my mind that falling is really not an option (until now I was always relying that just in case I have an outlet) the struggle has been relatively easy. 
With my wife not being available now its a new chapter in this struggle since I'm on GYE. Hashem please help me staying clean and overcome my struggles! 
Thank you all for your support! 

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Re: My Nisoyin. My Life. 25 Jun 2021 14:33 #370205

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Keep it up!
You can do it!

Hatzlacha
Feel free to contact me happyyid613@gmail.com
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Re: My Nisoyin. My Life. 29 Jun 2021 02:49 #370320

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Day 25 going into 26
I'm really happy to be in this community! 
The urges are getting stronger I hope and I am keeping myself stronger too!
I'm saying this here so my own ears should hear that I'm staying strong myself. I can and will proceed to 30, 60, 90 and beyond AND ONLY BEZRAS HASHEM!
Thnak you all

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Re: My Nisoyin. My Life. 14 Jul 2021 10:45 #370827

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Day 40!!! BH
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