Hey. I don't know where to start. I'm a married man struggling with it all. And it's led to some really serious stuff that I'm so ashamed of. My story is too long to type. But I need help fast. Please. 

Welcome,
You can to the right place to get help, GYE has a lot to offer. I am single but i'd be happy to help you in any way.
-360gye (360gye@gmail.com)

Smallsteps4625 wrote on 11 Aug 2017 00:45:

So quick start one of the gye tools - see "solutions" in the spoiler below

You can start from the end of the list but I don't know if castration is what you wanted exactly and I'm not aware of gye having an on site physician so that's not gonna happen fast even if you want

sorry to hear that!
many of us have/are been there.
Try to reach out to dov. He's helped many of us.

Welcome
You finally came to the right site on how to enjoy life without what we thougt that we needed until now. I am married and feeling very different today than about 1 year ago. 
good luck