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TOPIC: my problems 25864 Views

Re: my problems 10 Apr 2017 04:05 #310566

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mikestruggling wrote on 09 Apr 2017 21:15:
i'm having a rough day spiritually i almost acted out and i'm disappointed with myself
i was in a couple of major anxiety situations
and i'm tired (very little sleep, of course)
keeping my hopes up as long as i keep fighting i know better days are on the horizon
sometimes its hard to feel, gotta believe

Sorry the going is rough, but as you wrote, you see it can be done. We are here for you. Continued hatzlocha.
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Re: my problems 10 Apr 2017 15:51 #310606

mikestruggling wrote on 09 Apr 2017 21:15:
i'm having a rough day spiritually i almost acted out and i'm disappointed with myself
i was in a couple of major anxiety situations
and i'm tired (very little sleep, of course)
keeping my hopes up as long as i keep fighting i know better days are on the horizon
sometimes its hard to feel, gotta believe

I feel you brother. 2 months ago I would never believe I'd make it to 59 days clean. But I never gave up hope and I never gave up. Don't give up ever! Obviously, if one method isn't working out or isn't enough you should probably try something else. 

Re: my problems 23 Apr 2017 14:31 #311165

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ive been away for a while not doing gr8 hopefully i'll be able to get back to GYE which obviously helps tons
Formerly mikestruggling I just bought a truck. l hang out in the trailer and G-d drives. 
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Re: my problems 30 Apr 2017 05:33 #311902

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i had a very very hard shabbos emotionally bh didn't fall (even slip) over shabbos gonna call my therapist bezras hashem hopefully thing will improve
Formerly mikestruggling I just bought a truck. l hang out in the trailer and G-d drives. 
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Re: my problems 30 Apr 2017 11:27 #311914

Sorry to hear about the hard times do you want to share..?

Keep up the good work

Let us know if we can help
my thread:guardyoureyes.com/forum/4-On-the-Way-to-90-Days/300426-I-will-make-it-bh" option="guardyoureyes.com/forum/4-On-the-Way-to-90-Days/300426-I-will-make-it-bh">I will make it b"h











very important thread: guardyoureyes.com/forum/20-Important-Threads/19180-FEEL-THE-HUGS%21%21%21" option="guardyoureyes.com/forum/20-Important-Threads/19180-FEEL-THE-HUGS%21%21%21">FEEL THE HUGS!!!

Re: my problems 02 May 2017 10:43 #312078

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I had a suuper rough night last night probably the worst night in my life
I was too depressed to fall
with help from my mentor from here i'm getting better now I have too see someone
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Re: my problems 02 May 2017 12:55 #312092

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mikestruggling wrote on 02 May 2017 10:43:
I had a suuper rough night last night probably the worst night in my life
I was too depressed to fall
with help from my mentor from here i'm getting better now I have too see someone

Too depressed to fall?
That must be the lowest depression point      on the planet - ouch

Sounds like you have a plan

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Re: my problems 02 May 2017 16:38 #312116

Sorry to hear that 

KUTGW
my thread:guardyoureyes.com/forum/4-On-the-Way-to-90-Days/300426-I-will-make-it-bh" option="guardyoureyes.com/forum/4-On-the-Way-to-90-Days/300426-I-will-make-it-bh">I will make it b"h











very important thread: guardyoureyes.com/forum/20-Important-Threads/19180-FEEL-THE-HUGS%21%21%21" option="guardyoureyes.com/forum/20-Important-Threads/19180-FEEL-THE-HUGS%21%21%21">FEEL THE HUGS!!!

Re: my problems 02 May 2017 19:03 #312136

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I can relate to the pain. I have experienced more pain in recovery than in acting out. 
What works for me: 1) Honesty 2) Meetings 3) 12-step 4) Listening to my Sponsor 5) Not doing what I want to do 6) Inviting the God of my understanding into my life

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Re: my problems 02 May 2017 21:13 #312154

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thanx y'all i'm doing better today b'h
living on b'h
if there's one thing i wish everyone should know from what i went thru
there is alway someone to reach out to no matter what you are thinking
if you are a jew there are people out there who are willing to help you
do yourself a favor and reach out
then thank whoever reached out because you owe it to them
(yes i thank you from the deepest part of my heart)
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Re: my problems 03 May 2017 20:49 #312241

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I went for a jog tonight its amazing how much it can help
again thanx everyone who reads this for being there or me
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Re: my problems 05 May 2017 03:01 #312335

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mikestruggling wrote on 03 May 2017 20:49:
I went for a jog tonight its amazing how much it can help
again thanx everyone who reads this for being there or me

Thanks for posting!!! It's a huge help to see that I share struggles with many people and can grow tremendously through it like they did! 
Stay strong and keep growing iyh!

Re: my problems 05 May 2017 06:22 #312341

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:punch:ouch not so hard

thanx for osting every post helps
#ONEPOSTATATIME
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Re: my problems 05 May 2017 08:47 #312343

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mikestruggling wrote on 03 May 2017 20:49:
I went for a jog tonight its amazing how much it can help
again thanx everyone who reads this for being there or me

woohoo!!

I find that always always helps.

I find it almost always fails recommending what works for me to someone else. I just speak my experience without enforcing anything. We're all so different. But I like running works for you. work it!
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Re: my problems 05 May 2017 13:35 #312360

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Singularity wrote on 05 May 2017 08:47:


I find it almost always fails recommending what works for me to someone else. I just speak my experience without enforcing anything. We're all so different. But I like running works for you. work it!


that's what this forum is for. live and learn. thanx for a gr8 post.
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