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Re: introduction trying2bgr8 27 Aug 2014 20:17 #238093

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Wow! Story of my life! Could have been me writing this post.

Chazak!

Re: introduction trying2bgr8 27 Aug 2014 21:08 #238097

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trying2bgr8 wrote:
Hi-

While I have been doing well BH lately, I had a big disappointment last night. During my sleep I was mz"l and woke up feeling very down. Feel like im the best I have been in a long time, and this is what I get?!?!


I sense resentment against G-d. You are in schar v'onesh mode. I learned from dov. Just do your job and leave the rest to G-d. Really, it's none of our business. Do what you need to do and don't stress over the results (or schar v'onesh) too much. It doesn't lead anywhere good.

Just forget it and keep truckin!

Re: introduction trying2bgr8 27 Aug 2014 23:51 #238116

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ok, so you were MZL. Do yout expect to be a tzadik when you're sleeping? Probably not. You are a normal human being who is working on dealing with lust.

Don't feel bad. You were not oyver any issurim. Don't worry about tahara, there's time for that later. Right now work on sobriety.

Eli
Roy in the SA White Book noted that we frequently prayed and it did not work...because the best we could muster was begging G-d to "Please take it away, so I will not have to give it up!

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Re: introduction trying2bgr8 28 Aug 2014 01:24 #238132

Thank you everyone for all the words of encouragement. I am using this forum to be able to keep moving forward. I had an opprtunity today to really fall, but BH really overcame it. Im currently in "the zone". Hope to stay in it forever!

Re: introduction trying2bgr8 28 Aug 2014 01:31 #238133

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Keep it up!
Your excitement and motivation seems genuine and it should propel you forward.

I haven't had opportunity to say this for a while, but around here, "hope" won't get us too far; "actions" are what count, and you seem to be on the way with that as well.

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Re: introduction trying2bgr8 28 Aug 2014 01:34 #238134

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trying2bgr8
During my sleep I was mz"l and woke up feeling very down.
Look this happens to me a lot and it sucks but you cant control what happens during the night. Just do your part in the day, and Bezras Hashem it won't happen again. Move right along and keep doing what your doing!
I am happy to speak on the phone. Please email me at dms1234ongye@gmail.com

My name is Daniel, I go to face to face meetings and I work the 12 steps with a sponsor. 

Re: introduction trying2bgr8 28 Aug 2014 01:38 #238135

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Reb Aron of Karlin Says:
תשובה צוא מתקן זיין בעולמות עליונים איז ניט אונזער ערך - אונזער תשובה איז צוא מתקן זיין זיך אליין אלהבא

Re: introduction trying2bgr8 28 Aug 2014 20:22 #238192

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No one stays in the zone forever. We must make it through the easy and difficult times.

What seperates good golfers and great golfers is not how many fairways they hit. It's how they recover when they end up in the rough.

Re: introduction trying2bgr8 05 Sep 2014 17:57 #238897

18 Days!

BH...Feels great!

My main medicine for this issue has been training myself not to take the "second look" while being online or in the street.

Thanks to everyone for posting, as it helps knowing that this truck has other people on it. Hope the truck empties out real soon!

Re: introduction trying2bgr8 10 Sep 2014 00:56 #239231

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trying2bgr8 wrote:

Thanks to everyone for posting, as it helps knowing that this truck has other people on it. Hope the truck empties out real soon!


First of all a belated welcome. Keep up the good work.
As far as the truck, it never empties out. (actually there might be a few trucks, ask cordnoy- I think he is in charge of inventory and who has whose trucks )
we are on the truck forever. There is always room for more. but we gotta stay on the truck. We may switch highways, change speeds, upgrade to tanks or downgrade to tricycles but we gotta stay on for the ride.
The sooner we realize that the better a seat we get. but the main thing is KOT!!!!

Re: introduction trying2bgr8 24 Sep 2014 17:53 #240330

Hi-

BH since joining the 90 program, I have been clean. Hope Hashem notices that this Rosh Hashana, and hope he gives me the tools to keep up this fight, and everything else good.

Thank you everyone here!

Re: introduction trying2bgr8 24 Sep 2014 20:14 #240341

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trying2bgr8 wrote:
Hi-

BH since joining the 90 program, I have been clean. Hope Hashem notices that this Rosh Hashana
He will notice. I heard he's got a top notch accounting dept . He loves you either way. His love is not conditional.

Re: introduction trying2bgr8 12 Feb 2015 19:18 #248565

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trying2bgr8 wrote:
Hi-

BH since joining the 90 program, I have been clean. Hope Hashem notices that this Rosh Hashana, and hope he gives me the tools to keep up this fight, and everything else good.

Thank you everyone here!


'Hope' and 'hope'!?

Don't know how I missed these two.
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Re: introduction trying2bgr8 02 Jun 2015 17:12 #255852

Ok. So I was clean for 285 days, and had a bad fall Last Thursday / Friday. I'm clean again for 3 days, but I'm feeling like I want to look at porn now....Help!!

Re: introduction trying2bgr8 02 Jun 2015 17:31 #255854

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What tools were you usin' then and what are you usin' now?
My email: thenewme613@hotmail.com
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https://guardyoureyes.com/forum/1-Break-Free/210029-Tryin
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My job: Punchin' bag of GYE - "NeshamaInCharge"
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