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The war that must end 28 Jul 2014 05:30 #236151

Yid Again
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Ok I've never opened up to any living being about my struggles. But today is the day everything changes.
I've ways been considered the "perfect kid" my whole life. I did well in learning, secular studies, and sports. I have friends and a warm personality.
People treat me as if I was a fundamentally solid Jew.
The truth is, I never told anyone that I lived a double life. I am currently 19 years old and have been struggling with Shichvas Zera since I was 14. No one has known. They all assumed I was that "perfect kid" who doesn't look at bad things. I wish they were right.
I'm not the type of person to open up about myself, but here I am posting on a forum I barely know. Why? Because this battle must end now. I used to think I could fight this by myself. But I can't. I need help. I need chizuk. I don't want to be stuck in Tumaah for the rest of my life.
Hopefully this is the start of a new day for me. Hopefully I can finally rid myself of this 5 year addiction.

Re: The war that must end 28 Jul 2014 05:39 #236152

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Welcome

May all your hopes turn into reality.

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Re: The war that must end 28 Jul 2014 07:39 #236156

Yid Again OFFLINE Fresh Boarder Posts: 2 Karma: 0	Won't be a teen for much longer. But I guess, yea, still a teen.

Re: The war that must end 28 Jul 2014 11:08 #236159

reallygettingthere Current streak: 72 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 759 Karma: 27	You are very lucky to have this resource at your age.
	Roy in the SA White Book noted that we frequently prayed and it did not work...because the best we could muster was begging G-d to "Please take it away, so I will not have to give it up! No amount of sobriety can cure the insanity -ChaimCharlie The emmes hurts but fake chizzuk will hurt more -Bards Remember, best block, no be there - Mr. Miyagi

Re: The war that must end 28 Jul 2014 13:01 #236162

shivisi Current streak: 193 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 393 Karma: 19	cordnoy wrote: Welcome May all your hopes turn into reality. Just for the purpose of clarification, YID, In Cordnoy's Dictionary REALITY = ACTION!, so what he meant to say was: May all your hopes turn into ACTION. AMEN
	Last Edit: 28 Jul 2014 13:02 by shivisi.

Re: The war that must end 28 Jul 2014 16:43 #236174

Pidaini OFFLINE Platinum Boarder פדני מעושק אדם-מיצר הרע העושק את הבריות-רש"י Posts: 2189 Karma: 107	Welcome fellow Yid!! It's really great that you came to look for help and brought out that you have a problem. It's really hard for us to come to terms with that especially for us who have been hiding that fact, from ourselves and others, for so many years!! Wherever you end up posting, keep it up!! Get into it, it's worth it!!
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Re: The war that must end 28 Jul 2014 18:31 #236193

dd OFFLINE Platinum Boarder כל זמן שהנשמה בקרבי מודה אני לפניך Posts: 879 Karma: 42	Welcome Yid Again!!!! may this really be a special day in you life and a changing point, great that you opened up i wish i would have done it at your age, just want to remind you that its a mindset we need to change so it might not take just one day so hang in there and your in recovery, KOP(posting)!!!!

Re: The war that must end 28 Jul 2014 21:02 #236212

gibbor120 OFFLINE Platinum Boarder NEVER EVER GIVE UP! Posts: 5251 Karma: 166	WELCOME! You have taken a GIANT step in the right direction. Read the handbook. Keep Posting. Many of us wish we had reached out at 19, not 15 or 20+ years later. If you do not adress it, it only gets worse, not better. Address it now, and you will save yourself years of heartache. Things can get better. Commit to do whatever it takes.
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Re: The war that must end 29 Jul 2014 19:41 #236301

dms1234 Current streak: 767 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 1106 Karma: 49	WELCOME!!!!!!!! Check out: Skep's tips
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