I've sunk probably to the worst place I've been even since when I was engaging in motzi zera without knowing that it's assur. I've taken any chance I get to look at pritzut on the internet as soon as the taava comes. Maybe it's because I'm college and I don't have much time to reflect on myself like I used to, which I feel helped a lot in general and also specifically to this problem, but it's gotten to the point where this addiction has gotten worse since I started this fight.

I post this now with some plans in mind, and I hope you all can help me with them. I need my computer and laptop to be made into a public forum which I need allies for through webchaver. Please, if you don't mind, let me know if I can add you as a webchaver and if your willing to and committed to reviewing daily reports from webchaver of my web activity. I'm not sure if there's a maximum amount of chaverim you can have but I'm looking for about 5-6 but more is not a problem.

I'm also going to be adding people I know in person with smartphones as they would have access to an app called victory by covenant eyes which shows almost all screenshots taken on your device as another plan. If you guys have any others, I would love to hear. I'm having trouble brainstorming for more.

HHM is happy to be peoples Chaver if you want!!

Besides Web chaver to you have a good filter? 

Brother I have a surprise for you.

Accountability is a great idea. What it needs is an element of shame from the accountability partner to overcome the challenge in working alone in a private hideout.

Filters is not for everyone.
Nor is Accountability.

Jacking up the number of anonymous accountability partners isn’t likely to boost your chances of “breaking free”.

And then when you see it doesn’t work, you’ll say “Oh well I failed with 6 partners. Next time I should get 10”.

How long do you want to continue playing this game which we all do - myself included?

At a certain point we will get to the point of “no return” when we are ready to change our internal hard-drive with concrete action each man to what he needs - not by changing the PC.

excellence wrote on 31 Oct 2022 13:01:

Yes, I have gentech.

Definitely, but I went from having 0 accountability partners to 1 just recently because I don't know many orthodox jews. But your point is right and  I will be addressing that.

ליוסף הצדיק wrote on 31 Oct 2022 01:00:

Filters are like guard rails, accountability is like policemen.
But drunken driving is still deadly... איזהו גיבור....

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