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Re: ToAdd A journal 12 Sep 2011 23:20 #118651

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Hamakom Yenachem Eschem B'soch Shear Aveilei Tziyon V'Yerushalayim.
you will see her back soon, wont take long, moshiach is around the corner
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Re: ToAdd A journal 13 Sep 2011 06:31 #118675

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Thank you all
That really helped.
This aint easy, but I know I can manage, especially when I have you all on my side.

Yosef.
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Re: ToAdd A journal 13 Sep 2011 13:46 #118685

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Hamakom yenachem eschem bsoch shar aveilei tziyon v'yerushalayim

May you be comforted.
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Re: ToAdd A journal 14 Sep 2011 06:02 #118870

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Like Yonah, I just feel like running away from my mission.
For Yonah, the sea calmed down - for me, I'm still in the turbulent waters.
Yonah sought comfort as I do, in the wrong things.

Is the sea a sea of embarassment? Do I need my friends to toss me into it for me to wake up, to calm the storm?

NO!
I am on the GYE boat and my fellow sailors have turned this ship around.
I am heading for dry land where I can carry out my mission.
Where we can carry out our missions!

I am alive!
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Re: ToAdd A journal 14 Sep 2011 15:43 #118901

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very well-said
thanks for sharing that
Sometimes life is like tuna with not enough mayonaise
~Inna beshem ZS

Give, Forgive
~Cordnoy

The reason I'm acting as if I'm pregnant, is because I'm expecting. I should be accepting.
~TZ
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Re: ToAdd A journal 14 Sep 2011 16:29 #118913

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Let's all have a l'chaim under the kikayon
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Re: ToAdd A journal 14 Sep 2011 19:32 #118954

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Lechaim to years of serenity.
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Re: ToAdd A journal 14 Sep 2011 19:44 #118955

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heuni memass wrote on 14 Sep 2011 19:32:

Lechaim to years of serenity.

... and sobriety
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Re: ToAdd A journal 15 Sep 2011 09:16 #119017

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As long as the lechaim doesn't include a worm - The kikayon won't like that.
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Re: ToAdd A journal 15 Sep 2011 13:34 #119036

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The sun will be very bright, don't forget your  8) 
!אנא עבדא דקודשא בריך הוא

וּבְיָדְךָ כֹּחַ וּגְבוּרָה וּבְיָדְךָ לְגַדֵּל וּלְחַזֵּק לַכֹּל


"If it would be so easy there wouldn't be a GYE, but if it would be impossible there also wouldn't be a GYE."
"Sometimes a hard decision leads to an easier outcome."
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My story: guardyoureyes.com/forum/19-Introduce-Yourself/111583-hello-my-friends
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Re: ToAdd A journal 27 Sep 2011 10:49 #120466

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Been really busy lately.
Just checking in.
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Re: ToAdd A journal 27 Sep 2011 22:57 #120591

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K'siva vachasima tova!!!
"Off the 18-wheeler and fine on this tricycle!", "I do not particularly care exactly which "lav" suicide is. I'm not interested in it for other reasons...and you are probably the same."
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Re: ToAdd A journal 03 Oct 2011 05:50 #120797

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Shanah Tova to everyone.

After reading the chapter on truth in the ways of the tzadikim, I have been thinking about the following:
Hashem is truth.
Our soul is true.
by thinking things that aren't real, I am distancing myself from the truth and thus Hashem.
One cannot be true to himself by following fantasies he has invented in his own mind.
This is what I am going to work on now.
Instead of just waiting for the images to dissipate from my mind,  when my mind turns to old images I am going to focus on what is true and real around me
(bli neder). I am sitting in an office, a place of work…

On another note, this is the first time I know of that tornadoes have hit our country. Wow.
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Re: ToAdd A journal 04 Oct 2011 02:33 #120951

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That was beautiful. We really are not in Kansas any more, it seems....
"Off the 18-wheeler and fine on this tricycle!", "I do not particularly care exactly which "lav" suicide is. I'm not interested in it for other reasons...and you are probably the same."
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Re: ToAdd A journal 04 Oct 2011 06:11 #120966

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Thanks Dov.
I wonder is Kansas has a special gamatria or something...

Speaking of Kansas...
May Hashem open your mind to the Truth
May Hashem open your heart to the Truth
May Hashem give you the courage to face it.
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