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Scientific studies show that it takes 90 days to break an addictive pattern in the mind. Start your own Log of your journey to 90 days! Post here to update us on your status and to give each other chizuk to stay strong!

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Re: End game journey 90 days 24 Sep 2024 17:46 #422240

yitzchokm Current streak: 387 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 675	You can read here what I did for clinical depression: https://guardyoureyes.com/forum/19-Introduce-Yourself/399000-My-long-journey?limit=15&start=45#422020
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Re: End game journey 90 days 25 Sep 2024 08:21 #422299

rocky21 OFFLINE Expert Boarder Posts: 111 Karma: 5	Over 3 weeks clean Yesterday hosntly it was a nayis I didn't fail I had every intent to but hashem literally just didn't let it happen bh And I won somehow

Re: End game journey 90 days 26 Sep 2024 09:17 #422402

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23 days clean bh
Yesterday again I was sure I was going to watch but told myself to at least read this folder I have on my notes all where I write reasons why not to watch that I have written usually after I fall and there is a lot like a lot of stuff there that I have wrote from the past 6 months and I read everything and I was like there is no reason to watch really when you see the pain it has caused you in the past and how I'm begging my future self to please not to watch I really feel like I will make it to 30 days and much more this time with help from the 4 day chag and עשרת ימי תשובה of course bh

Re: End game journey 90 days 26 Sep 2024 09:36 #422404

DeletedUser7986 Current streak: 27 days OFFLINE Expert Boarder Posts: 106 Karma: 4	Wow. You are strong.

Re: End game journey 90 days 26 Sep 2024 10:08 #422408

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rocky21 wrote on 26 Sep 2024 09:17:

23 days clean bh
Yesterday again I was sure I was going to watch but told myself to at least read this folder I have on my notes all where I write reasons why not to watch that I have written usually after I fall and there is a lot like a lot of stuff there that I have wrote from the past 6 months and I read everything and I was like there is no reason to watch really when you see the pain it has caused you in the past and how I'm begging my future self to please not to watch I really feel like I will make it to 30 days and much more this time with help from the 4 day chag and עשרת ימי תשובה of course bh

Very inspiring. This is one of the most powerful tools I've ever heard of!
Thanks for sharing!
Stay strong

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1. "זאת בריתי". hebrewbooks.org/56572 (PM me for a sharper version)
2. "שערי גדולה". hebrewbooks.org/48344
3. guardyoureyes.com/ebooks/item/the-battle-of-the-generation

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Re: End game journey 90 days 27 Sep 2024 09:07 #422514

rocky21 OFFLINE Expert Boarder Posts: 111 Karma: 5	24 days clean chevra! Yesterday when I was done my shift at 21 I told myself let's get going quickly so I can have a lot of time to watch but then out of nowhere my friends called me who happened somehow to be close to the area I waw at and wanted to meet up and I was annoyed because I wanted to watch but hashem literally sent them to save me Thank you Hashem

Re: End game journey 90 days 27 Sep 2024 21:47 #422560

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rocky21 wrote on 26 Sep 2024 09:17:

23 days clean bh
Yesterday again I was sure I was going to watch but told myself to at least read this folder I have on my notes all where I write reasons why not to watch that I have written usually after I fall and there is a lot like a lot of stuff there that I have wrote from the past 6 months and I read everything and I was like there is no reason to watch really when you see the pain it has caused you in the past and how I'm begging my future self to please not to watch I really feel like I will make it to 30 days and much more this time with help from the 4 day chag and עשרת ימי תשובה of course bh

Future self! Yum! Gevaldig!

"It is not our abilities that show who we truly are, it is our choices.” ---- Albus Dumbeldore (as per Chris Columbus)

Re: End game journey 90 days 28 Sep 2024 17:12 #422563

rocky21 OFFLINE Expert Boarder Posts: 111 Karma: 5	25 days clean boys!!! Yesterday was easy bh no urges On shabbbos I did get a boost of courage when someone said I hope your still doing good with your challenge and I just stood there silent Like even if I said ya I'm 25 days clean that wouldn't be a good thing lol cause I was doing much better

Re: End game journey 90 days 29 Sep 2024 10:11 #422585

rocky21 OFFLINE Expert Boarder Posts: 111 Karma: 5	26 days clean and feeling great bh

Re: End game journey 90 days 30 Sep 2024 04:04 #422638

rocky21 OFFLINE Expert Boarder Posts: 111 Karma: 5	27 days clean bh Looking forward to making it 28 bh

Re: End game journey 90 days 30 Sep 2024 11:11 #422640

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Re: End game journey 90 days 01 Oct 2024 04:59 #422701

rocky21 OFFLINE Expert Boarder Posts: 111 Karma: 5	28 days clean The week before Rosh Hashanah I'm usually really in to slichos but this week I felt like my slichos was not watching and keeping my streak alive for the new year. I feel bad for not being more scared and not doing more tshuva but I feel like I'm saying not watching and getting away from old behaviors is the best kind of tshuva but I still don't know if that's true

Re: End game journey 90 days 01 Oct 2024 09:35 #422703

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rocky21 wrote on 01 Oct 2024 04:59:

28 days clean
The week before Rosh Hashanah I'm usually really in to slichos but this week I felt like my slichos was not watching and keeping my streak alive for the new year.
I feel bad for not being more scared and not doing more tshuva but I feel like I'm saying not watching and getting away from old behaviors is the best kind of tshuva but I still don't know if that's true

Yes it's correct. The Rambam writes in Hilchos Teshuvah that the epitimy of Teshuvah is when a person is again in the same situation with the same challenges but controls himself and doesn't sin - that's the best Teshuvah!!
You're doing great! Stay strong

Re: End game journey 90 days 02 Oct 2024 09:11 #422760

rocky21 OFFLINE Expert Boarder Posts: 111 Karma: 5	29 days clean bh Coming in to RH feeling good myself bh and looking forward to contuie to make the right choices in kedusha Shana tova to everyone

Re: End game journey 90 days 02 Oct 2024 12:18 #422761

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rocky21 wrote on 02 Oct 2024 09:11:

29 days clean bh
Coming in to RH feeling good myself bh and looking forward to contuie to make the right choices in kedusha
Shana tova to everyone

Rock on Brother!
Shana tova to you as well

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