Checking in.

Turns out Tuesday was my three year anniversary on GYE! I don't really want to think about that though. Kinda depressing how little progress I've made in three years.

In other news. The things that were stressing me out the past few days have been resolved. In astonishingly good ways. One thing that was bothering me I thought was for sure absolutely terrible. Somehow today it turned out to be almost totally fine. Still some small amount of fallout, but I thought the situation was beyond all hope and somehow there was mamash a techiyas hameisim. I'm very grateful to Hashem.

Kinda makes me feel worse though. I mean, here I was lusting away in reaction to all these "terrible" things, when in truth there were totally awesome things cooking along just below the surface. That feels pretty silly.

Today was a clean day. Feels good to say that.