Hey tzaddik, how are you doing?

Please don't be one of those guys who joins GYE, gets excited, and then disappears. The guys who hang around here BH get better. They receive chizuk, advice, and start believing that it is possible to get clean. Please join them!

Don't worry I didn't disappear.
It means a lot to me that you're checking up on me. Thank you. 

BH I've been clean, and by the way it looks i will keep that way.
I'm already starting to plan my 90th day party. I'm thinking of having balloons, streamers, a BBQ and music.
(if you have any other ideas let me know)

thanks for supporting me im at day 17!!

Keep us updated!

With Hashems help you will be matzliach in a way you may have never thought possible.

Guys, I made to 30 days!
ironically the 29th day out of the blue it became tough, but BH I stayed strong.

Mazel Tov. Keep it up!

Mazel Tov! BEZH when you hit 90, we'll throw a party on the "Let's Celebrate" thread..

Looking for parties in Grodno ~ IMG

Incredible!!

Sorry for letting you guys down, were at day 1 once again.

I'm going to try again, but i better make it to 90,  there is a limit of how long and how many times I can believe in myself.

But I wanted to thank you guys for giving me some hope.

Joe770 wrote on 10 Nov 2021 09:06:

One day at a time!!
the goal is to stay clean NOW what will be tomorrow you'll worry about then

You did not "let us down". You are a hero for getting as far as you did, and now you know it can be done. A mountain climber who falls into a ditch 30 days up has two choices. A silly choice would be to lay down and roll down to the bottom. A wise choice is to bandage the scratches, enjoy the view and breeze, and figure out how he fell. Then he should get up and with the knowledge of how to be more careful move on. 

What exactly was the fall? How long? How many times? Did you binge or was it a one or two times thing?  What triggered the fall? What safeguards do you have in place? Who do you speak to for advice and chizuk? If you did 30, you can do 300. B'ezras Hashem you can break completely free buddy.

Joe770 wrote on 10 Nov 2021 09:06:

As long as you don't give up, you're not letting anyone down. You're giving hope to so many others not to give up and keep on trying.

Always remember that Hashem believes in you and cares about you more than any person could care about you. Hashem cares about you vastly more than even you care about yourself. Moreover, Hashem looks out for your best interests. But, Hashem doesn’t look out for your interests as a friend or a loved one might. Hashem looks out for your wellbeing immeasurably more than you or anyone else ever could. And most significantly, Hashem loves you—but not as a person loves another person. Hashem loves you more than anyone could ever love you. Hashem loves you infinitely more than you love yourself.

Joe770 wrote on 10 Nov 2021 09:06:

90 days is a status symbol on GYE for some reason but it need not be the only goal. Any goal is an accomplishment make some smaller goals. Be"H when you do hit the much coveted 90, you will have earned your bragging rights but until then, be proud of smaller achievements. 

Really, the 90 day thing is just bragging rights, it's there to motivate you, if it gets you down, it defeats the whole purpose.

Posting helps me stay accountable, so, wanted to update you guys, that I'm still on track.

bro not gonna lie, till i came to this website i also thought i was the only one who struggled like i did... it makes you feel like a loser...
i guess its nice to see how were all in this together and its not just me...
i cant say im a champ over here, but i do feel like that together were gonna get through this sh..

Day 1 once again but i have a feeling this time will be different.