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Re: Square one 08 Apr 2021 19:48 #366554

looking_to_improve OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 533 Karma: 36	Acted out twice today. Didn't look at porn or nudity(first time in a while) but wasn't much better then that. Still trying to adjust the settings on the new filter to the correct settings.
	My current thread: guardyoureyes.com/forum/4-On-the-Way-to-90-Days/364367-Square-one#366571 My first 2 threads: guardyoureyes.com/forum/19-Introduce-Yourself/346789-Introducing-myself-%28original-title guardyoureyes.com/forum/4-On-the-Way-to-90-Days/353716-Restarting-the-journey-after-a-plateau

Re: Square one 09 Apr 2021 05:00 #366571

looking_to_improve OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 533 Karma: 36	Woke up frustrated and tired today. Went to the bathroom and almost acted out on impulse
	My current thread: guardyoureyes.com/forum/4-On-the-Way-to-90-Days/364367-Square-one#366571 My first 2 threads: guardyoureyes.com/forum/19-Introduce-Yourself/346789-Introducing-myself-%28original-title guardyoureyes.com/forum/4-On-the-Way-to-90-Days/353716-Restarting-the-journey-after-a-plateau

Re: Square one 09 Apr 2021 20:23 #366602

EvedHashem1836
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Cmon you got this! See if you can make it to motzei shabbos without acting out - dont worry what happens after that. Seriously don't. For sure No heter to act out after that but j don't worry about it

Think about how good you'll feel if you say no to desire and compare that to how bad you'll feel if you say yes.

Desire is unique in the way that it is never fulfilled - if you give in the desire comes back even more powerful in just a few days. Telling yourself that its ok because this is really the last time doesn't work because you are just adding new images to your head that will cause future falls.

The Joy of triumph over the yetzer hara is worth the effort it takes to win. It IS worth it! Keep fighting!

My thread:
Aiming to be better

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Re: Square one 10 Apr 2021 21:59 #366618

looking_to_improve OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 533 Karma: 36	Day 2 BH I'm clean Looking forward to being busy with Zman. I think I've had a few days where I didn't realise how much free time alone I would have Does anyone know when gye 2.0 is being launched?
	My current thread: guardyoureyes.com/forum/4-On-the-Way-to-90-Days/364367-Square-one#366571 My first 2 threads: guardyoureyes.com/forum/19-Introduce-Yourself/346789-Introducing-myself-%28original-title guardyoureyes.com/forum/4-On-the-Way-to-90-Days/353716-Restarting-the-journey-after-a-plateau

Re: Square one 11 Apr 2021 20:06 #366674

looking_to_improve OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 533 Karma: 36	Day 3 BH today was clean Wasn't in a good mood for some of today, dealing with yeshiva stuff for this zman
	My current thread: guardyoureyes.com/forum/4-On-the-Way-to-90-Days/364367-Square-one#366571 My first 2 threads: guardyoureyes.com/forum/19-Introduce-Yourself/346789-Introducing-myself-%28original-title guardyoureyes.com/forum/4-On-the-Way-to-90-Days/353716-Restarting-the-journey-after-a-plateau Last Edit: 11 Apr 2021 20:07 by looking_to_improve.

Re: Square one 12 Apr 2021 20:13 #366730

looking_to_improve OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 533 Karma: 36	Day 4 bh clean
	My current thread: guardyoureyes.com/forum/4-On-the-Way-to-90-Days/364367-Square-one#366571 My first 2 threads: guardyoureyes.com/forum/19-Introduce-Yourself/346789-Introducing-myself-%28original-title guardyoureyes.com/forum/4-On-the-Way-to-90-Days/353716-Restarting-the-journey-after-a-plateau

Re: Square one 13 Apr 2021 20:36 #366780

looking_to_improve OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 533 Karma: 36	Day 5 BH today was clean
	My current thread: guardyoureyes.com/forum/4-On-the-Way-to-90-Days/364367-Square-one#366571 My first 2 threads: guardyoureyes.com/forum/19-Introduce-Yourself/346789-Introducing-myself-%28original-title guardyoureyes.com/forum/4-On-the-Way-to-90-Days/353716-Restarting-the-journey-after-a-plateau

Re: Square one 13 Apr 2021 21:23 #366784

thetimeisnow! Current streak: 289 days OFFLINE Senior Boarder Posts: 73 Karma: 2	Keep it up!

Re: Square one 14 Apr 2021 20:21 #366829

looking_to_improve OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 533 Karma: 36	Day 6 BH clean
	My current thread: guardyoureyes.com/forum/4-On-the-Way-to-90-Days/364367-Square-one#366571 My first 2 threads: guardyoureyes.com/forum/19-Introduce-Yourself/346789-Introducing-myself-%28original-title guardyoureyes.com/forum/4-On-the-Way-to-90-Days/353716-Restarting-the-journey-after-a-plateau

Re: Square one 14 Apr 2021 22:20 #366836

looking_to_improve OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 533 Karma: 36	Just spent some time trying to search for bad pictures. I can see that my new filter is very good at blocking porn, but a bit worse at blocking things that are less extreme, but still bad. I think I need to adjust the settings a bit. Going to sleep now
	My current thread: guardyoureyes.com/forum/4-On-the-Way-to-90-Days/364367-Square-one#366571 My first 2 threads: guardyoureyes.com/forum/19-Introduce-Yourself/346789-Introducing-myself-%28original-title guardyoureyes.com/forum/4-On-the-Way-to-90-Days/353716-Restarting-the-journey-after-a-plateau

Re: Square one 14 Apr 2021 23:45 #366840

zedj Current streak: 14 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 627 Karma: 46	Happy to hear it's working for you. Keep us updated with how it goes. Wishing you much success
	One who has given up hope is without a G‑d. One who sees hope in each day is already free

Re: Square one 15 Apr 2021 06:57 #366861

looking_to_improve OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 533 Karma: 36	Also searched for some stuff this morning as well. I haven't masturbated, but feel like I might end up doing it today
	My current thread: guardyoureyes.com/forum/4-On-the-Way-to-90-Days/364367-Square-one#366571 My first 2 threads: guardyoureyes.com/forum/19-Introduce-Yourself/346789-Introducing-myself-%28original-title guardyoureyes.com/forum/4-On-the-Way-to-90-Days/353716-Restarting-the-journey-after-a-plateau

Re: Square one 15 Apr 2021 11:54 #366865

happyyid OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 330 Karma: 18	Don't do it!!
	Feel free to contact me happyyid613@gmail.com My thread

Re: Square one 15 Apr 2021 12:36 #366873

Striving Avreich Current streak: 2 days OFFLINE Gold Boarder Posts: 216 Karma: 13	Great job for posting hear. If you'd like to, I'd suggest calling someone. (You have my number). This is not primarily a tactic that just postpones the inevitable. It is to get someone else involved in what's going on so we don't obsess, we can talk it over. I find that it helps.

Re: Square one 15 Apr 2021 22:02 #366906

looking_to_improve OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 533 Karma: 36	I masturbated earlier this evening. Not feeling so down right now, but do have a bit of a feeling of being fed up, I don't feel like I'm capable of being clean for more than a week or two right now, I keep on falling at the first hurdle. I haven't made any progress in a while
	My current thread: guardyoureyes.com/forum/4-On-the-Way-to-90-Days/364367-Square-one#366571 My first 2 threads: guardyoureyes.com/forum/19-Introduce-Yourself/346789-Introducing-myself-%28original-title guardyoureyes.com/forum/4-On-the-Way-to-90-Days/353716-Restarting-the-journey-after-a-plateau