BH I didn't masturbate last night, but I didn't feel good after holding back. I went to the bathroom a few mins later and made an asher yoztar with a lot of cavono
Warning: Spoiler!If a would have acted out, I would have forgotten about it after a few mins
Despite the fact I didn't masturbate, I felt a bit down anyway. I felt a bit frustrated that I'm dealing with this and still struggling to break out of it. Recently I don't feel so guilty when I act out, but I had similar feelings last night even though I didn't.
I haven't given a food description of how I felt, but I'm just surprised that I didn't feel more happy about overcoming a nisoyon for the first time in a while