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TOPIC: Giving it another shot 6725 Views
Re: Giving it another shot 14 Feb 2021 04:30 #363283
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My threads:
Giving it another shot One step at a time Daily (I hope) Excerpt from Sefer Zos Brisi I am going to beat this monster one step at a time... One day at a time! |
Re: Giving it another shot 14 Feb 2021 22:11 #363349
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Re: Giving it another shot 15 Feb 2021 01:15 #363363
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My threads:
Giving it another shot One step at a time Daily (I hope) Excerpt from Sefer Zos Brisi I am going to beat this monster one step at a time... One day at a time! |
Re: Giving it another shot 16 Feb 2021 04:35 #363462
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My threads:
Giving it another shot One step at a time Daily (I hope) Excerpt from Sefer Zos Brisi I am going to beat this monster one step at a time... One day at a time! |
Re: Giving it another shot 17 Feb 2021 00:45 #363543
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My threads:
Giving it another shot One step at a time Daily (I hope) Excerpt from Sefer Zos Brisi I am going to beat this monster one step at a time... One day at a time! |
Re: Giving it another shot 17 Feb 2021 19:15 #363602
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I'm having a rough day today. In the past that would lead me to listen to non Jewish music & binging on YouTube & after that it was down the rabbit hole.
 B"H I haven't done that yet but just to make sure that I won't.... I am mekabel bl"n not to listen to non Jewish music, or go onto YouTube, Facebook, & Instagram for the rest of today unless it's absolutely necessary. Hatzlacha to all! Anothershot |
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My threads:
Giving it another shot One step at a time Daily (I hope) Excerpt from Sefer Zos Brisi I am going to beat this monster one step at a time... One day at a time! |
Re: Giving it another shot 18 Feb 2021 00:19 #363623
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My threads:
Giving it another shot One step at a time Daily (I hope) Excerpt from Sefer Zos Brisi I am going to beat this monster one step at a time... One day at a time! |
Re: Giving it another shot 18 Feb 2021 13:57 #363676
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My threads:
Giving it another shot One step at a time Daily (I hope) Excerpt from Sefer Zos Brisi I am going to beat this monster one step at a time... One day at a time! |
Re: Giving it another shot 18 Feb 2021 14:23 #363679
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anothershot wrote on 18 Feb 2021 13:57:
It's really interesting my yh hasn't been bothering me too much recently. All of a sudden I hit 50 days and I feel good about the accomplishment and what do you know I got a nasty unwanted visitor very early this morning..... yh: good morning Tzadik! you did it! you made it to 50 days! you're amazing! Now you can masturbate because who cares you achieved so much already, just have a good time you earned it! So you will have to reset the chart nu nu you'll do this again Me: I've heard this shpiel from you too many times already.... 1. I am enjoying life being free of needing the porn & masturbation pacifier. 2. I know that it's 2 minutes of pleasure followed by days of pain. So get the hell away from me & let me sleep! Ps. I slept really well after that! Hatzlacha to all! Anothershot I'm imagining the Y"H talking to Hashem... "hey! it ain't fair!! this GYE is making my job so difficult!" 
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"If I am not for myself, who will be for me? But if I am only for myself, who am I? If not now, when?"
feel free to reach out @ ahavayirah@gmail.com |
Re: Giving it another shot 19 Feb 2021 00:06 #363725
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My threads:
Giving it another shot One step at a time Daily (I hope) Excerpt from Sefer Zos Brisi I am going to beat this monster one step at a time... One day at a time! |
Re: Giving it another shot 19 Feb 2021 13:39 #363765
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My threads:
Giving it another shot One step at a time Daily (I hope) Excerpt from Sefer Zos Brisi I am going to beat this monster one step at a time... One day at a time! |
Re: Giving it another shot 22 Feb 2021 00:22 #363912
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54!
Today I had a prolonged nisayon with many opportunities to be misgaber on my yetzer & not look. I succeeded numerous times! I gave in more times then I was successful the good news is that although I didn’t do as well as I could’ve I’m not going to let this go further. The old me would’ve let the lust run out of control & would've definitely fallen to porn or masturbation but not this new guy! hatzlacha to all anothershot |
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My threads:
Giving it another shot One step at a time Daily (I hope) Excerpt from Sefer Zos Brisi I am going to beat this monster one step at a time... One day at a time! |
Re: Giving it another shot 24 Feb 2021 02:00 #364100
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Unfortunately I fell late last night
The good: 1. I made it to 55 days which is the longest streak since my last streak ended last pesach! 2. I was having very strong taavahs last night but I still pushed off the fall for a few hours! 3. I am not staying down I'm jumping right back into the battle! 4. I have grown so much & learned so much during this stretch that will continue to help me! 5. I didn't lose those days that I was clean! Takeaways: 1. Time to upgrade current filters & filter any unfiltered devices 2. I need to get better "in the street" 3. I need to stop watching on YouTube, Facebook and Instagram 4. I need to learn more in my free time My goals: Short-term - hit the "I am clean" button tomorrow night Mid term goal - Be clean for 56 days Long term goal - be clean for life Hatzlacha to all! Anothershot |
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My threads:
Giving it another shot One step at a time Daily (I hope) Excerpt from Sefer Zos Brisi I am going to beat this monster one step at a time... One day at a time! |
Re: Giving it another shot 24 Feb 2021 02:21 #364103
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anothershot wrote on 24 Feb 2021 02:00:
Unfortunately I fell late last night The good: 1. I made it to 55 days which is the longest streak since my last streak ended last pesach! 2. I was having very strong taavahs last night but I still pushed off the fall for a few hours! 3. I am not staying down I'm jumping right back into the battle! 4. I have grown so much & learned so much during this stretch that will continue to help me! 5. I didn't lose those days that I was clean! Takeaways: 1. Time to upgrade current filters & filter any unfiltered devices 2. I need to get better "in the street" 3. I need to stop watching on YouTube, Facebook and Instagram 4. I need to learn more in my free time My goals: Short-term - hit the "I am clean" button tomorrow night Mid term goal - Be clean for 56 days Long term goal - be clean for life Hatzlacha to all! Anothershot This line amazed me the most... "I was having very strong taavahs last night but I still pushed off the fall for a few hours!" We can't imagine the nachas ruach that Hashem has from this... be proud! thanks for the great chizuk... |
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"If I am not for myself, who will be for me? But if I am only for myself, who am I? If not now, when?"
feel free to reach out @ ahavayirah@gmail.com |
Re: Giving it another shot 24 Feb 2021 12:08 #364138
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Feel free to contact me at michelgelner@gmail.com
My threads: Lessons Learned: guardyoureyes.com/forum/20-Important-Threads/335248-Lessons-Learned My Story and G-d Bless GYE: guardyoureyes.com/forum/17-Balei-Battims-Forum/303036-My-story-and-G-d-bless-GYE |