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Re: MY STORY... 16 Jun 2015 16:58 #256992

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Well right now ive been clean from sunday so hopefully i wont need to try it again, but yes i was ref. to that method, im just hoping to stay clean now for longer, Im back on to 90 days!!
Feel free to email me anytime sanonym380380@gmail.com

Re: MY STORY... 16 Jun 2015 19:41 #256998

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I know you could do it. One day at a time!
0% Tolerance and 100% Self-Forgiveness.
Lo ba-shamayim hi
Mellow out.

Re: MY STORY... 17 Jun 2015 02:22 #257007

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We're rooting for you!

Re: MY STORY... 17 Jun 2015 17:24 #257053

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So far im on day 3 of my new 90 day trek, im just wondering if so far im clean without using the Taphsic method, should i still do it as backup?
Feel free to email me anytime sanonym380380@gmail.com

Re: MY STORY... 17 Jun 2015 17:27 #257054

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My philosophy is that I do overthinking that I think will help. I also don't always know what I need and in that case I err on the side of caution. Half measures availed me nothing.
Much Hatzlacha!

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--"ולא המדרש עיקר, אלא המעשה"
--"To promise not to do a thing is the surest way in the world to make a body want to go and do that very thing." Mark Twain
--"If, when you honestly want to, you find you cannot quit entirely, or if when drinking (or lusting), you have little control over the amount you take, you are probably alcoholic (or sexaholic)." AA Big Book P. 45. Parenthesis added.
--You hit rock bottom when you decide to stop digging.

Re: MY STORY... 17 Jun 2015 18:12 #257062

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Sasha 2 wrote:
So far im on day 3 of my new 90 day trek, im just wondering if so far im clean without using the Taphsic method, should i still do it as backup?


so what method are you usin'?
[I have asked this to you several times i believe.]
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Re: MY STORY... 18 Jun 2015 17:04 #257139

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i dont have one as of right now, im just holding on for dear life!
Feel free to email me anytime sanonym380380@gmail.com

Re: MY STORY... 18 Jun 2015 21:19 #257159

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Sasha 2 wrote:
i dont have one as of right now, im just holding on for dear life!


ok
an honest share.

b'hatzlachah
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Re: MY STORY... 21 Jun 2015 10:05 #257286

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Wow shabbos was really hard, i almost fell twice, B"H im still clean!!
Feel free to email me anytime sanonym380380@gmail.com

Re: MY STORY... 21 Jun 2015 14:38 #257291

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keep it up. i just read your posts and i am rooting for you. i have fell many times and i know the depressing feeling after a fall, and how the lust makes you forget the consequences, beforehand. Its important to have a good positive image of yourself and keep busy doing other stuff. exercize socialize etc. wallowing in lonliness and desperate thoughts is dangerous. ( i am not saying u are doing that, but just mentioning it)

Re: MY STORY... 21 Jun 2015 19:24 #257309

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How is today?
Much Hatzlacha!

My Threads:
Glad to be here
Don't slip it hurts
Lions & Tigers & Internet, Oh My!

--"ולא המדרש עיקר, אלא המעשה"
--"To promise not to do a thing is the surest way in the world to make a body want to go and do that very thing." Mark Twain
--"If, when you honestly want to, you find you cannot quit entirely, or if when drinking (or lusting), you have little control over the amount you take, you are probably alcoholic (or sexaholic)." AA Big Book P. 45. Parenthesis added.
--You hit rock bottom when you decide to stop digging.

Re: MY STORY... 22 Jun 2015 10:21 #257357

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Still clean B"H, during the week its not nearly as hard staying clean (im not saying its easy!) as it is over the weekend when i have more time on my hands!
So to prevent a fall over shabbos i did the taphsic tool, it was SO hard staying clean, in a way i feel that having made the shevuah it was harder to stay clean, because of the feeling that i was locked in and couldnt fall if i so called needed to, does that make sense?
Feel free to email me anytime sanonym380380@gmail.com

Re: MY STORY... 22 Jun 2015 17:29 #257382

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Glad to hear today is going well! Lets focus on that!
Much Hatzlacha!

My Threads:
Glad to be here
Don't slip it hurts
Lions & Tigers & Internet, Oh My!

--"ולא המדרש עיקר, אלא המעשה"
--"To promise not to do a thing is the surest way in the world to make a body want to go and do that very thing." Mark Twain
--"If, when you honestly want to, you find you cannot quit entirely, or if when drinking (or lusting), you have little control over the amount you take, you are probably alcoholic (or sexaholic)." AA Big Book P. 45. Parenthesis added.
--You hit rock bottom when you decide to stop digging.

Re: MY STORY... 22 Jun 2015 17:33 #257383

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You know we often say yesterday was hard, today is difficult and I'm worried about tomorrow. Maybe when we have good days, we should as big of a deal about that and acknowledge it. I have been talking about the hard couple days that I have had recently. Well today so far I haven't had any tests or distractions and it's B"H B"H an easy day.
Much Hatzlacha!

My Threads:
Glad to be here
Don't slip it hurts
Lions & Tigers & Internet, Oh My!

--"ולא המדרש עיקר, אלא המעשה"
--"To promise not to do a thing is the surest way in the world to make a body want to go and do that very thing." Mark Twain
--"If, when you honestly want to, you find you cannot quit entirely, or if when drinking (or lusting), you have little control over the amount you take, you are probably alcoholic (or sexaholic)." AA Big Book P. 45. Parenthesis added.
--You hit rock bottom when you decide to stop digging.

Re: MY STORY... 23 Jun 2015 16:14 #257498

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serenity wrote:
You know we often say yesterday was hard, today is difficult and I'm worried about tomorrow. Maybe when we have good days, we should as big of a deal about that and acknowledge it. I have been talking about the hard couple days that I have had recently. Well today so far I haven't had any tests or distractions and it's B"H B"H an easy day.


I couldnt agree more!! When im clean it means a lot to me!
Feel free to email me anytime sanonym380380@gmail.com
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