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Re: Day 20. 27 Nov 2013 03:52 #224101

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Day 56. I have lots of strange dreams. Hope I have willpower not to fall.

Re: Day 20. 04 Dec 2013 07:51 #224419

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Day 63. I hope I can keep up.

Re: Day 20. 04 Dec 2013 15:45 #224425

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Guard....3 out of his last 5 posts have mentioned 'hope.'

We don't hope around here.

Hope is replaced with actions.

It does seem, however, that whatever it is that you are doing is working, so keep at it brother.

Barcuh Hashem!!

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Re: Day 20. 17 Dec 2013 03:03 #225108

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Day 76. I do not know how long can my determination last.

Re: Day 20. 17 Dec 2013 03:06 #225109

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wow wow wow
let it last a day at a time
...וְאִם גַּם אֶתְאַמֵּץ בְּעֵצוֹת וְתַחְבֻּלוֹת וְכָל יוֹשְׁבֵי תֵבֵל יַעַמְדוּ לִימִינִי לְהוֹשִׁיעֵנִי וְלִתְמֹךְ נַפְשִׁי, מִבַּלְעֲדֵי עֻזְּךָ וְעֶזְרָתְךָ אֵין עֶזְרָה וִישׁוּעָה...‬

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Re: Day 20. 17 Dec 2013 03:07 #225110

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KUTGW!!!
!אנא עבדא דקודשא בריך הוא

וּבְיָדְךָ כֹּחַ וּגְבוּרָה וּבְיָדְךָ לְגַדֵּל וּלְחַזֵּק לַכֹּל


"If it would be so easy there wouldn't be a GYE, but if it would be impossible there also wouldn't be a GYE."
"Sometimes a hard decision leads to an easier outcome."
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Re: Day 20. 17 Dec 2013 03:10 #225112

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ddmm11219 wrote:
wow wow wow
let it last a day at a time


Fortunately at 37 my drive is not as strong as it was at 20.

Also licorice tablets + Valerian seem to work.

Re: Day 20. 29 Dec 2013 04:09 #225734

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Day 88. I hope I can stay motivated.

I will try to obtain Henna, Ignatia D6, Conium D^.

Re: Day 20. 29 Dec 2013 06:50 #225743

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WOW KUTGW!
!אנא עבדא דקודשא בריך הוא

וּבְיָדְךָ כֹּחַ וּגְבוּרָה וּבְיָדְךָ לְגַדֵּל וּלְחַזֵּק לַכֹּל


"If it would be so easy there wouldn't be a GYE, but if it would be impossible there also wouldn't be a GYE."
"Sometimes a hard decision leads to an easier outcome."
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Re: Day 20. 29 Dec 2013 08:48 #225749

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Thanks. I still have very many problems and moderately severe depression and Asperger's Syndrome. Are there any Jewish forums dealing with personal issues in general?
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Re: Day 20. 31 Dec 2013 09:06 #225841

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Day 90. Nothing to celebrate -- I have lots of sexual thoughts and sexual dreams.

Re: Day 20. 06 Jan 2014 10:04 #226158

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Day 95. Yochanan the High Priest served in that office for 80 years and at the end of his life became a Sadducee [Brochos 29a].

Re: Day 20. 28 Jan 2014 01:51 #227026

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Day 117. I hope to stay away from my addiction at least until I see my therapist. He is also an Orthodox Jew and he can advice me on some medicine to further reduce my drive.

Re: Day 20. 02 Feb 2014 04:22 #227253

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Day 120 -- Started reading "The Light of Ephraim."

Re: Day 20. 09 Feb 2014 09:18 #227516

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