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Day 20. 21 Oct 2013 03:58 #221493

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Not that hard. I hope I can keep motivation.

The main obstacles are loneliness and depression.

Re: Day 20. 22 Oct 2013 21:16 #221603

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day 22

Re: Day 20. 24 Oct 2013 23:10 #221822

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Yesterday was a superstressful day. Nevertheless, today is day 24. I hope to keep my motivation.

Re: Day 20. 27 Oct 2013 03:51 #221964

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Day 26 -- I hope I can keep motivation.

Re: Day 20. 27 Oct 2013 19:42 #222008

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wow wow wow
keep it up
...וְאִם גַּם אֶתְאַמֵּץ בְּעֵצוֹת וְתַחְבֻּלוֹת וְכָל יוֹשְׁבֵי תֵבֵל יַעַמְדוּ לִימִינִי לְהוֹשִׁיעֵנִי וְלִתְמֹךְ נַפְשִׁי, מִבַּלְעֲדֵי עֻזְּךָ וְעֶזְרָתְךָ אֵין עֶזְרָה וִישׁוּעָה...‬

מתוך תפילה נפלאה שחיבר הרה"ק רבי מאיר מאפטא זצוק"ל, בעל מחבר ספר "אור לשמים", ונדפסה בתחילת ספרו.

Re: Day 20. 29 Oct 2013 23:28 #222251

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Day 29 -- I was extremely depressed, but still.

Re: Day 20. 29 Oct 2013 23:35 #222253

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KUTGW!
!אנא עבדא דקודשא בריך הוא

וּבְיָדְךָ כֹּחַ וּגְבוּרָה וּבְיָדְךָ לְגַדֵּל וּלְחַזֵּק לַכֹּל


"If it would be so easy there wouldn't be a GYE, but if it would be impossible there also wouldn't be a GYE."
"Sometimes a hard decision leads to an easier outcome."
- General Grant


My story: guardyoureyes.com/forum/19-Introduce-Yourself/111583-hello-my-friends

Re: Day 20. 29 Oct 2013 23:37 #222254

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שלושים יום בשנה חשוב שנה
Keep it Up Holy Brother
...וְאִם גַּם אֶתְאַמֵּץ בְּעֵצוֹת וְתַחְבֻּלוֹת וְכָל יוֹשְׁבֵי תֵבֵל יַעַמְדוּ לִימִינִי לְהוֹשִׁיעֵנִי וְלִתְמֹךְ נַפְשִׁי, מִבַּלְעֲדֵי עֻזְּךָ וְעֶזְרָתְךָ אֵין עֶזְרָה וִישׁוּעָה...‬

מתוך תפילה נפלאה שחיבר הרה"ק רבי מאיר מאפטא זצוק"ל, בעל מחבר ספר "אור לשמים", ונדפסה בתחילת ספרו.

Re: Day 20. 29 Oct 2013 23:40 #222256

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Thank you very much. I have been without any magazines and m. and even not thought on that subject for 29 days.

If I am really addicted to anything that is political forums and arguments. That is not sexual, but it still takes time/energy away from Torah.

Re: Day 20. 01 Nov 2013 00:07 #222496

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My supply of Valerian and Licorice Root tablets is short -- a troubling sign.

Re: Day 20. 08 Nov 2013 03:57 #223000

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Day 37.

Re: Day 20. 08 Nov 2013 05:03 #223003

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R76 wrote:
Day 37.

!אנא עבדא דקודשא בריך הוא

וּבְיָדְךָ כֹּחַ וּגְבוּרָה וּבְיָדְךָ לְגַדֵּל וּלְחַזֵּק לַכֹּל


"If it would be so easy there wouldn't be a GYE, but if it would be impossible there also wouldn't be a GYE."
"Sometimes a hard decision leads to an easier outcome."
- General Grant


My story: guardyoureyes.com/forum/19-Introduce-Yourself/111583-hello-my-friends

Re: Day 20. 12 Nov 2013 05:31 #223190

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Day 41 -- I hope I do not lose my will to continue. I have been very depressed lately.

Re: Day 20. 17 Nov 2013 06:19 #223461

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Day 46 -- feel much better now.

Re: Day 20. 23 Nov 2013 00:00 #223892

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Day 52. Now the drawer in my table in which I had inappropriate magazines contains Valerian and Licorice Root extract. Lots of energy I lost to that is now liberated.
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