Haven't posted here for a few days- b'H everything's still good, but only just...
I came very close to falling a couple of nights ago, but b'H I'm still clean. It's getting difficult stopping myself getting complacent- I've been clean for over a week, and when that happens I always start relaxing mentally, and telling myself I'm sorted. Which I'm obviously not.

Yep, I'm not sorted. I fell last night, at about 10:50. I was trying to do something which was taking longer than I wanted it to, and I m*** to relieve the frustration. Not what I wanted to do...
I feel like I'm hitting my head against a brick wall. I can't seem to get further than 10 days clean at a time. I know this is an improvement from when I joined GYE, when my longest clean streaks were usually seven days, but still, I don't feel like I'm going anywhere...

Life’s a mountain. You just gotta keep climbing…

True. I really need to look at my signature more.

You may want to pack better climbing shoes as well

Who have you explicitly and completely opened up to (who knows you already) aboput this problem you have, chaver?

1 Rebbi, 2 friends, and (to a lesser extent) my father. Admittedly, I didn't tell my father myself, my Rebbi told him. The others were all me though.

I'm willing to sponsor a half page ad in the Hamodia...

and an ad in the yeshiva journal?

Some comedians just have no shame. No shame at all...





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Well, thats great! Now, to clarify my point a bit: when was the last time any of you spoke, and have you shared the time you most recently 'fell' with any of the people that you just listed?

I told one of my friends I fell the day after.

zvi wrote:


I don't think that this is what Dov meant.

Oh no! Sorry! I meant the day after I fell!

Just to clarify: I shared the fact that I fell on Wednesday night with a friend on Thursday. (That's what typing fast does )