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Re: Yaakov's Ladder 12 Nov 2014 01:50 #243164

ZemirosShabbos OFFLINE Platinum Boarder pass the compote Posts: 6153 Karma: 72	איפה ~~יוסעלע~~ יענקעלע?
	Sometimes life is like tuna with not enough mayonaise ~Inna beshem ZS Give, Forgive ~Cordnoy The reason I'm acting as if I'm pregnant, is because I'm expecting. I should be accepting. ~TZ

Re: Yaakov's Ladder 12 Nov 2014 23:46 #243258

lizhensk OFFLINE Platinum Boarder You never heard of Rebbes making sholom? Posts: 533 Karma: 53	If anybody should get insulted, its me. The guy has been purposely ignoring my phone calls (as evidenced by the fact that it rings twice and then goes to voicemail)
	Life is Like a Bicycle: If its easy, you're going downhill Hashem, If I can't have what I want, then please teach me to want what I have -Unknown (and if u know who it was please inform me) (1+2)x4=3 There is NOTHING wrong with feeling pain -My Sponsor I will not act out today, I will tomorrow. Maybe when I get to tomorrow, it will again be 'today'

Re: Yaakov's Ladder 13 Nov 2014 00:29 #243263

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הנני מוכן ומזומן לפאוסט פאוסט מספר שש אלפים שהוא כנגד ספירת יסוד ויהי רצון שיעלה לרצון ויעשה פרי ויצץ ציץ ויגמל שקדים

מי שברך רבותינו נשיאנו יעקב המכונה גארד ויחזקאל הוא יברך את אברהם המכונה קארדנוי בעבור שנדר מתנה לארגון גי"א, בשכר זה יזכה לראות עולמו בחייו ובמהרה דידן יזכה לראות עין בעין בשוב ה' ציון עם כל ישראל חביריו ונאמר אמן - איגען

It's hard to put into words what GYE did for me. From being lonely, feeling guilty and hopeless to feeling like a yossel between yosselech (ht to EBD) and getting a new lease on yiddishkeit and making some very special friends.
Thank you Guard for making his wonderful place, your zchus is awesome.
Thank you to my friends for your friendship, laughs, camaraderie, and support.
Chesky/ovadia, rosh verishon.
Bards, the rebbe, how we all miss you.
UAJ, scholar in residence.
Gevura, long distance trucker par excellence.
TZ, it's a bird, it's a plane, it's....
Cordnoy, he walks the walk and he's doggone good at it
Inna, take it away!
Gibbor120, let's go to Udvar Hazy
Shteebs, let's do lunch
Tzadik90SWAT, we iz buddies
Lizhensk, i still want some tomato dip
Yosef Hatzadik, let's meet at Toldos Aron tish
Skeptical, you are wise even without a tweed jacket
Mr.Emunah, my blood brutha
Mendelz, sharp as a knife on erev rosh hashana
DMS1234, cause breathing is quite important
Omottel, buckwheat sea bass ice cream
Yechida, Dov, Kedusha, Nitzotz, HashemsSoldier, BlindBeggar, Serentch, BackOnTrack, An Honest Mouse, EBD, Briut, some from the not too distant past
and finally the baal achsaniya himself, gadol meirabun shmo Yankel hamechuna Pidaini, may his light shine brightly always. he personifies what GYE does, welcoming helping caring encouraging, with wit and wisdom. may he always be blessed
ובזה אבוא על החיתום
בתודה על העבר ובתפלה על העתיד

Sometimes life is like tuna with not enough mayonaise
~Inna beshem ZS

Give, Forgive
~Cordnoy

The reason I'm acting as if I'm pregnant, is because I'm expecting. I should be accepting.
~TZ

Last Edit: 13 Nov 2014 20:17 by ZemirosShabbos.

Re: Yaakov's Ladder 13 Nov 2014 00:53 #243269

lizhensk OFFLINE Platinum Boarder You never heard of Rebbes making sholom? Posts: 533 Karma: 53	Here you go... (I also threw ion some Heimishe spelt challah for you...)
	Life is Like a Bicycle: If its easy, you're going downhill Hashem, If I can't have what I want, then please teach me to want what I have -Unknown (and if u know who it was please inform me) (1+2)x4=3 There is NOTHING wrong with feeling pain -My Sponsor I will not act out today, I will tomorrow. Maybe when I get to tomorrow, it will again be 'today' Last Edit: 13 Nov 2014 00:54 by lizhensk.

Re: Yaakov's Ladder 13 Nov 2014 01:31 #243276

ineedchizuk Current streak: 13 days OFFLINE Gold Boarder Posts: 300 Karma: 21	Mazel tov! May u got מחיל אל חיל. Thanks for being an inspiration, Zemmy. (And for keeping Yankels' thread rolling during his hiatus! )

Re: Yaakov's Ladder 13 Nov 2014 01:58 #243279

gibbor120 OFFLINE Platinum Boarder NEVER EVER GIVE UP! Posts: 5251 Karma: 166	MAZAL TOV! You were one of the first to welcome me when I nervously posted the first time. You are the unofficial GYE historian/librarian, always able to find an old post or thread for any question/occation. You have quite a way with words. You keep things light and keep us laughing. May you continue to post for many years to come!
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Re: Yaakov's Ladder 13 Nov 2014 02:00 #243280

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heck of a post!

May you keep on inspirin' us all.

b'hatzlachah

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Re: Yaakov's Ladder 13 Nov 2014 08:00 #243316

dms1234 Current streak: 767 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 1106 Karma: 49	MAZEL TOV! I hope for the big 7000, i can be part of your post. Here's to knowing you better zemmy!
	I am happy to speak on the phone. Please email me at dms1234ongye@gmail.com My name is Daniel, I go to face to face meetings and I work the 12 steps with a sponsor.

Re: Yaakov's Ladder 13 Nov 2014 11:54 #243327

kilochalu OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 335 Karma: 20	DMS - you are the top quote built in kavua every post of his!
	Last Edit: 13 Nov 2014 11:54 by kilochalu.

Re: Yaakov's Ladder 13 Nov 2014 20:07 #243351

ZemirosShabbos OFFLINE Platinum Boarder pass the compote Posts: 6153 Karma: 72	good points, sorry about that, i will fix
	Sometimes life is like tuna with not enough mayonaise ~Inna beshem ZS Give, Forgive ~Cordnoy The reason I'm acting as if I'm pregnant, is because I'm expecting. I should be accepting. ~TZ

Re: Yaakov's Ladder 13 Nov 2014 22:25 #243369

dms1234 Current streak: 767 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 1106 Karma: 49	thanks good point Kilochalu but i totally forget when i said that and in what context!
	I am happy to speak on the phone. Please email me at dms1234ongye@gmail.com My name is Daniel, I go to face to face meetings and I work the 12 steps with a sponsor.

Re: Yaakov's Ladder 23 Nov 2014 17:03 #243922

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Let's do this once and for all!!

It's been a while (for anyone that hasn't noticed). I got sort of disconnected while away from home yom tov time, and I haven't gotten back since.

I went through a really rough time, not only in regard to lust, but with my whole focus of life. Got shaken up a bit from a few different angles and all at the same time, was very confused and down.

In the midst of all of that, I also got some sort of aversion to all that I had been doing in GYE circles.

Here's some of an email that I sent out to few GYE friends last week

Pidaini wrote:

I do know that I have certain aversion to GYE and all "recovery" inyanim. I don't know if it is because I overdosed, if my expectations of the "system" were too high and I feel dejected or if I'm just in "addict" mode, maybe some of the above, all of the above, or none of the above......I don't know, although I suspect that it's a bit of all of them.

That being said, I'm not known for my self discipline, and to be able to limit my GYE time would take much more self discipline than I was allotted from above. On the other hand, to stay completely out of everything would be an issur of "al tashchis", Both in the aspect of the real friendships that I gained and also in the self honesty and recovery that automatically comes together with these friendships.

I'm not making any plans, not promising anything, not coming in with any agenda, just stopping in to say hi to my friends (and also to fulfill my duty, that I have been told I have, to let all my fans know that I haven't disappeared completely, I'm just changing course a little)

more to come some time or other...

Yankel | My Ladder | Talking to Hashem
I'm just a dude, another guy on this bus.

Have a great day, unless, of course, you made other plans. ~ obbormottel
"Nothing changes as long as everything stays the same" ~ Dov

Re: Yaakov's Ladder 23 Nov 2014 22:45 #243937

dms1234 Current streak: 767 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 1106 Karma: 49	OH MA GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HE'S A LIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
	I am happy to speak on the phone. Please email me at dms1234ongye@gmail.com My name is Daniel, I go to face to face meetings and I work the 12 steps with a sponsor.

Re: Yaakov's Ladder 25 Nov 2014 02:04 #244037

lavi OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 584 Karma: 22	dms1234 wrote: OH MA GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HE'S A LIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! well chazal say "yaakov.....loi meis.."
	i love you all