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Re: My Story - Reallygettingthere 25 Jul 2014 04:04 #236007

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cordnoy wrote:
uummm.....?
Any hints?


It rhymes with "pleichter"
Roy in the SA White Book noted that we frequently prayed and it did not work...because the best we could muster was begging G-d to "Please take it away, so I will not have to give it up!

No amount of sobriety can cure the insanity -ChaimCharlie

The emmes hurts but fake chizzuk will hurt more -Bards

Remember, best block, no be there - Mr. Miyagi

Re: My Story - Reallygettingthere 25 Jul 2014 06:48 #236012

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that inyan/joke was before my times.
It was never explained to me, and I was always too proud to ask.

Speakin' of which, you know what tonight is (I just found out myself)?
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Re: My Story - Reallygettingthere 25 Jul 2014 09:42 #236018

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I dont know what tonight is but I'll tell you the background to the leichter business.

Around a year ago I was preparing my wife's leichter on Friday morning after she left to go to work but before I left, when something hit me.

Had this been a few months earlier, I would have been in the bathroom watching porn instead of preparing the leichter.

My sobriety gave me the opportunity to live my life again and the opportunity to contribute to our shalom bayis in a healthy way.

So leichter became a thing.

That why my profile picture has two candles
Roy in the SA White Book noted that we frequently prayed and it did not work...because the best we could muster was begging G-d to "Please take it away, so I will not have to give it up!

No amount of sobriety can cure the insanity -ChaimCharlie

The emmes hurts but fake chizzuk will hurt more -Bards

Remember, best block, no be there - Mr. Miyagi

Re: My Story - Reallygettingthere 25 Jul 2014 16:06 #236040

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Nice.
Thanks.

In the spirit of the current news, last night (which I didn't know about - for the first time ever did that happen), it was somethin' that rhymed with HaTikvah.

b'hatzlachah
My email: thenewme613@hotmail.com
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https://guardyoureyes.com/forum/1-Break-Free/210029-Tryin
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Re: My Story - Reallygettingthere 25 Jul 2014 16:56 #236048

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BUT........

I thought that "tikva" is a four letter word!!! (and certainly HAtikvah!!!)
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Re: My Story - Reallygettingthere 25 Jul 2014 21:39 #236068

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It's been nearly 21 months since I've been here and one of the things that I've learned to do is address my near slips honestly.

"X" is a potential danger zone, avert eyes, go veiter.

No justifications, no internal discussions.

This is easier with near slips than with slips. (A near slip is a situation where you suddenly realize that you really don't need to be in this situation and staying there will probably lead to trouble).

baruch Hashem

Good Shabbos

Eli
Roy in the SA White Book noted that we frequently prayed and it did not work...because the best we could muster was begging G-d to "Please take it away, so I will not have to give it up!

No amount of sobriety can cure the insanity -ChaimCharlie

The emmes hurts but fake chizzuk will hurt more -Bards

Remember, best block, no be there - Mr. Miyagi
Last Edit: 25 Jul 2014 21:39 by reallygettingthere.

Re: My Story - Reallygettingthere 29 Jul 2014 00:37 #236241

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Just saying hi


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Roy in the SA White Book noted that we frequently prayed and it did not work...because the best we could muster was begging G-d to "Please take it away, so I will not have to give it up!

No amount of sobriety can cure the insanity -ChaimCharlie

The emmes hurts but fake chizzuk will hurt more -Bards

Remember, best block, no be there - Mr. Miyagi

Re: My Story - Reallygettingthere 29 Jul 2014 00:44 #236242

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My email: thenewme613@hotmail.com
My threads: Mikvah Night - Page 1, Page 2, Page 3, Last Page

https://guardyoureyes.com/forum/1-Break-Free/210029-Tryin
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My job: Punchin' bag of GYE - "NeshamaInCharge"
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Re: My Story - Reallygettingthere 29 Jul 2014 04:04 #236255

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Hey thats great i am so happy for you
can not figure how to get a smiley ??????

Re: My Story - Reallygettingthere 08 Aug 2014 01:49 #237011

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been busy... traveling... business and personal but not vacation.

Slipped but still standing. Got a new phone started searching youtube app for porn. stopped myself when i remembered that i pledged money to GYE if I fall. I stopped. blocked the apps with a code that I do not remember. BH moving forward
Roy in the SA White Book noted that we frequently prayed and it did not work...because the best we could muster was begging G-d to "Please take it away, so I will not have to give it up!

No amount of sobriety can cure the insanity -ChaimCharlie

The emmes hurts but fake chizzuk will hurt more -Bards

Remember, best block, no be there - Mr. Miyagi
Last Edit: 08 Aug 2014 01:51 by reallygettingthere.

Re: My Story - Reallygettingthere 08 Aug 2014 04:38 #237021

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Why does GYE need to suffer on your account?
Send the $$$$$$$!!!!

b'hatzlachah
My email: thenewme613@hotmail.com
My threads: Mikvah Night - Page 1, Page 2, Page 3, Last Page

https://guardyoureyes.com/forum/1-Break-Free/210029-Tryin
:pinch: Warning: Spoiler!
My job: Punchin' bag of GYE - "NeshamaInCharge"
Quote from the chevra: "Is Cordnoy truly a Treasure Island pirate from the Southern Seas?"

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Re: My Story - Reallygettingthere 11 Aug 2014 22:18 #237172

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Don't worry I committed to are larger sum if I hit 90

In other news I was slipping a lot yesterday. I told a friend in person that I was slipping and we will be discussing later today.

Today I felt like lusting more, instead I came here.

-Eli
Roy in the SA White Book noted that we frequently prayed and it did not work...because the best we could muster was begging G-d to "Please take it away, so I will not have to give it up!

No amount of sobriety can cure the insanity -ChaimCharlie

The emmes hurts but fake chizzuk will hurt more -Bards

Remember, best block, no be there - Mr. Miyagi
Last Edit: 11 Aug 2014 22:19 by reallygettingthere.

Re: My Story - Reallygettingthere 11 Aug 2014 22:30 #237173

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Good move.

Were you lustin' to come here?
Some do.

some remain here to ensure that they are not lustin' anywhere else.
My email: thenewme613@hotmail.com
My threads: Mikvah Night - Page 1, Page 2, Page 3, Last Page

https://guardyoureyes.com/forum/1-Break-Free/210029-Tryin
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Re: My Story - Reallygettingthere 11 Aug 2014 22:34 #237174

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I was not lusting to come here but thinking about the living hell i used to live in made it easier to come here when the pull to lust began
Roy in the SA White Book noted that we frequently prayed and it did not work...because the best we could muster was begging G-d to "Please take it away, so I will not have to give it up!

No amount of sobriety can cure the insanity -ChaimCharlie

The emmes hurts but fake chizzuk will hurt more -Bards

Remember, best block, no be there - Mr. Miyagi

Re: My Story - Reallygettingthere 19 Aug 2014 02:14 #237585

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Had a fall on Sunday. Spoke to my safe friend. We have a plan. Veiter.
Roy in the SA White Book noted that we frequently prayed and it did not work...because the best we could muster was begging G-d to "Please take it away, so I will not have to give it up!

No amount of sobriety can cure the insanity -ChaimCharlie

The emmes hurts but fake chizzuk will hurt more -Bards

Remember, best block, no be there - Mr. Miyagi
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