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Re: Rontov Recovery Thread - 06 Apr 2012 21:50 #135619

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Chag kosher v'sameach!
Baby steps.
If the road is pulling you down, it's a sign that you are going uphill, so just press harder on the gas!

Have a great day - unless, of course, you made other plans.
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Re: Rontov Recovery Thread - 08 Apr 2012 23:30 #135627

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Thank you so much for your post - well today is another sober day  - although i had a mini lust attack this morning - i managed to break free and look to Hashem for his help and cry out - success ! i spent the entire day learning - kept my mind occupied. I have not been to a live meeting in a couple days - I find that personal contact is vital to keeping YH in check with  plenty of light of day shining on the thoughts running through myhead.  Some times are easier than others. 
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Re: Rontov Recovery Thread - 11 Apr 2012 21:37 #135692

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One second, what does hebrew look like here?

נקיט, דריאה ודאי הוי כאלו הוציאה קודם שמתה הבהמה וכמאן דמנחא בדיקולא דמיא משים דתלוי' בקנה הנשחטת קודם לוושט כדפי' רש"י ז"ל שם ובהמה אינה מתה בשחיטת הקנה לבד. אבל שאר בני מעיין התלויין בוושט לא פסיקא לי' כ"כ דלפעמים הבהמה מתה מיד אחר גמר שחיטת שני הסימנין ותו לא הוי

Re: Rontov Recovery Thread - 16 Apr 2012 13:57 #135777

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I had a fall this past week of all weeks. It is my personal chamatz. I was getting down - i was reading the email that I got from updating the chart and was directed to : Principle #24-30 of the attitude handbook. I must say that it contains the words that I needed to read- i was beginning to loose hope that I can ever tame this YH beast within me. I was ready to go back into the mode of life one on the outside and life two in the inside - just figure out how to live with it. I am regainng the mental wearwithall to begin again -

Re: Rontov Recovery Thread - 18 Apr 2012 07:10 #135848

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Winning means staying in the game. Hatzlocho
Baby steps.
If the road is pulling you down, it's a sign that you are going uphill, so just press harder on the gas!

Have a great day - unless, of course, you made other plans.

Re: Rontov Recovery Thread - 19 Apr 2012 01:54 #135888

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Thank you - indeed - not giving up !

Re: Rontov Recovery Thread - 23 Apr 2012 03:37 #136111

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I must surrender - BH - אל נושא - i will prostrate myself before HIM.

Re: Rontov Recovery Thread - 23 Apr 2012 15:08 #136131

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rontov wrote on 23 Apr 2012 03:37:

I must surrender - BH - אל נושא - i will prostrate myself before HIM.

Just don't act out, and ask HIM to help you not to act out.

And don't wait until just before you're about to act out, either!

That would be a good start.

--Elyah

Re: Rontov Recovery Thread - 24 Apr 2012 01:34 #136158

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I went to the live SA meeting - reconnectted with the men there. Thank you for your encouraging words - I have had a very refreshing day - without the YH - the meeting - the learning - I am very greatful. I am off to bed sober today. B H

Re: Rontov Recovery Thread - 25 Apr 2012 22:00 #136315

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:)another good day !! lots of work - now to eat and retire -

Re: Rontov Recovery Thread - 10 Mar 2014 10:13 #228677

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I'm back -

Re: Rontov Recovery Thread - 10 Mar 2014 10:31 #228678

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welcome back!

Re: Rontov Recovery Thread - 10 Mar 2014 15:59 #228684

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Just like in Terminator

ASTA LA VISTA BABY (read YH)

Re: Rontov Recovery Thread - 10 Mar 2014 17:02 #228686

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Welcome back Ron!
!אנא עבדא דקודשא בריך הוא

וּבְיָדְךָ כֹּחַ וּגְבוּרָה וּבְיָדְךָ לְגַדֵּל וּלְחַזֵּק לַכֹּל


"If it would be so easy there wouldn't be a GYE, but if it would be impossible there also wouldn't be a GYE."
"Sometimes a hard decision leads to an easier outcome."
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My story: guardyoureyes.com/forum/19-Introduce-Yourself/111583-hello-my-friends

Re: Rontov Recovery Thread - 11 Mar 2014 10:02 #228736

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Welcome back!!!

Came back just to say hi, or is there something more to it?
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