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Re: Back on Track's trekking along 19 Jan 2012 21:23 #131186

ZemirosShabbos OFFLINE Platinum Boarder pass the compote Posts: 6153 Karma: 72	amen! nice to hear your 'voice', BOT how's the monsta' truckin'?
	Sometimes life is like tuna with not enough mayonaise ~Inna beshem ZS Give, Forgive ~Cordnoy The reason I'm acting as if I'm pregnant, is because I'm expecting. I should be accepting. ~TZ Last Edit: by .

Re: Back on Track's trekking along 20 Jan 2012 04:07 #131226

Back on Track	Bh keepin on it...
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Re: Back on Track's trekking along 20 Jan 2012 04:08 #131227

Back on Track	I think sopa is a great start on the way toward cleaning up the web. Though it def needs some modification.
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Re: Back on Track's trekking along 20 Jan 2012 14:43 #131248

gibbor120 OFFLINE Platinum Boarder NEVER EVER GIVE UP! Posts: 5251 Karma: 166	How are they going to control it? Sounds like a tall order.
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Re: Back on Track's trekking along 20 Jan 2012 15:36 #131257

ZemirosShabbos OFFLINE Platinum Boarder pass the compote Posts: 6153 Karma: 72	here is my idea: SOPA is really SOAP, DOVE is SOAP, so let's put Dov in charge of cleaning up the Internet what you say?
	Sometimes life is like tuna with not enough mayonaise ~Inna beshem ZS Give, Forgive ~Cordnoy The reason I'm acting as if I'm pregnant, is because I'm expecting. I should be accepting. ~TZ Last Edit: by .

Re: Back on Track's trekking along 29 Jan 2012 07:23 #131954

Yosef Hatzadik OFFLINE Platinum Boarder A GYE'er since 2010 Posts: 2986 Karma: 10	ZemirosShabbos wrote on 20 Jan 2012 15:36: let's put Dov in charge Ready? Set? CHARGE!!!!!!!
	*Yosef Hatzadik's Ha'oros* *Tov veyoshor Hashem al kein yoreh chata'im baderech!* Last Edit: by .

Re: Back on Track's trekking along 29 Jan 2012 20:28 #131976

Back on Track

*gulp.... Lost my sobriety. Starting over from the beginning. Funny thing is I'm not depressed or too stressed.

I was edging for a while, I am not dealing well with some serious stress soooo - there u have it. Guess it aint rocket science. Bezras Hashem was quite a long stretch of sobriety and I have always felt that the main thing is not to get so drawn into a lust fest that you just descend into depression etc....

*finding those boot straps. Now lift!

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Re: Back on Track's trekking along 29 Jan 2012 20:37 #131977

gevura shebyesod
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Get a tall ladder, climb back up into that cab......

.....and start MONSTUH TRUCKING!!!!!

Gevura!

!אנא עבדא דקודשא בריך הוא

וּבְיָדְךָ כֹּחַ וּגְבוּרָה וּבְיָדְךָ לְגַדֵּל וּלְחַזֵּק לַכֹּל

"If it would be so easy there wouldn't be a GYE, but if it would be impossible there also wouldn't be a GYE."
"Sometimes a hard decision leads to an easier outcome."
- General Grant

My story: guardyoureyes.com/forum/19-Introduce-Yourself/111583-hello-my-friends

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Re: Back on Track's trekking along 30 Jan 2012 01:20 #131982

Back on Track	Yup. No other real option is there. One day at a time.
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Re: Back on Track's trekking along 30 Jan 2012 01:27 #131983

Back on Track

Actually, last time around I didn't have the courage to face the music till some time later. I pretty much went on w/out sharing my fall till some time later. After I felt I was "sober for long enough" that admitting I had a fall " awhile back there" wasn't threatening. ... Today I said- I'm just gonna get it out there and put it on the forum. That was my day today. With using the stepps and really connecting to my higher power, tomorrow shall be better.

Though there is no merit in acting out- I find small consolation in knowing that I'm confronting the reality of my situation faster this time and more honestly. Prolly should really think through admiting this with my wife too.

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Re: Back on Track's trekking along 30 Jan 2012 16:56 #132003

gibbor120 OFFLINE Platinum Boarder NEVER EVER GIVE UP! Posts: 5251 Karma: 166	Thanks for sharing BOT. I have wondered how I would handle a fall c'v. I hope I don't have to find out. Thanks for your honesty!
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Re: Back on Track's trekking along 30 Jan 2012 17:04 #132004

Back on Track	thanks.
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Re: Back on Track's trekking along 30 Jan 2012 19:08 #132020

obormottel OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 1440 Karma: 6	Get up, stand up...don't give up the fight...
	Baby steps. If the road is pulling you down, it's a sign that you are going uphill, so just press harder on the gas! Have a great day - unless, of course, you made other plans. Last Edit: by .

Re: Back on Track's trekking along 30 Jan 2012 20:43 #132026

chaimyakov Current streak: 61 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 399 Karma: 5	BOT, Is there someone you can talk to when the stress gets too much? Happy to be that person if you want. Hatzlacha in all things GOOD. chaimyakov
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Re: Back on Track's trekking along 31 Jan 2012 04:05 #132039

Back on Track

Thanks cy. I appreciate it. Talkingg things out does help. At time I guess I have lost site of that.

I think it is also that I'm kinda up in the air regarding many important issues right now that I can't settle. Though I am trying. That's been a stressor.

Bh, I just kinda went through my day today and got back on the horse. Strangely I'm not depressed. I. Mean I'd love to still be on my sober streak, but even if I'm not being depressed isn't gonna help matters right... But that never stopped me from being depressed before so why am I not depressed?..... I dontknow exactly but I'm not gonna rack my brains too hard to figure it out. I'm just glad that I'm not and want to stay sober.

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