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Re: My ENTIRE story 31 Jul 2024 18:47 #418207

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Going to Burma!!!! send regards to Proudyungerman!
Come fly with me as I fly higher!
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Re: My ENTIRE story 31 Jul 2024 19:59 #418215

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See you in the airport 
Looking forward to get to know you better! 

Email me @ yiftach1609@gmail.com or call/text 347-201-4989 (Google voice)

My story is unfolding here
"יפתח ה' לך את אוצרו הטוב"
Last Edit: 31 Jul 2024 20:00 by yiftach.

Re: My ENTIRE story 31 Jul 2024 21:11 #418218

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Bh happy to report that I emerged unscathed from the airport (Yiftach, I didn’t see you because my head was down!). Wondering if anyone reported the crazy guy bumping into walls…..

Gotta be crazy sometimes! 

Thanks to all those that reached out to provide much appreciated chizzuk, you brothers are the best!

With much love and reporting from Burma,
Muttel (eagerly waiting to greet PY!)

We're in this struggle together; feel free to reach out! 
Muttel15@gmail.com

Feel free to call/text! (908) 251-9590 (google)

Check out my thread here: guardyoureyes.com/forum/19-Introduce-Yourself/413043-My-ENTIRE-story#413043

Re: My ENTIRE story 01 Aug 2024 04:43 #418230

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Stepping out of the car with a warm hug to greet,
A hero’s welcome and a grand feast to eat.
As though we’ve been close for decades the feel,
For through his loving support victories achieved and wounds healed. 

So Proud to count myself among the friends,
Of this Yungerman who to help me would go to the world’s ends,
Always with a positive word and support to give,
Graciously sharing of the beautiful life he lives. 

Oh, dear friend, to bask in your presence what bliss,
Hours connecting, time flying by, out in the wilderness. 
Connection so deep, passions run strong,
To carry the chevra and look to bring more souls along. 

May Hashem grant you many years to continue your work,
Bringing light where heretofore darkness would lurk. 
Until the shofar blasts and we’re united at last,
It should happen in our days and fast!


‘‘Twas a wonderful hug(s)!!!
Muttel
We're in this struggle together; feel free to reach out! 
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Feel free to call/text! (908) 251-9590 (google)

Check out my thread here: guardyoureyes.com/forum/19-Introduce-Yourself/413043-My-ENTIRE-story#413043
Last Edit: 01 Aug 2024 04:53 by Muttel.

Re: My ENTIRE story 01 Aug 2024 13:20 #418239

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Roll out the red carpet on the ground,
Ready the silver trumpets to sound.
Prepare the l'chaims, scotch, beer, and bourbon,
For our hero's triumphant return from the urban.
A perfect prelude for the celebration to come,
If that's not your thing, we can also have rum.

Reb Muttel, you are a brillant shining gem,
Leading us along the true derech Hashem.
The future, unknown, brings what it may,
Acheinu, your brothers continue to pray.
Keep on shining, illuminating for us His way,
And we will merit that long-awaited, fateful day.​
Today is yesterday's tomorrow.
The yetzarim a person has the most trouble dealing with are his most powerful God-given tools for developing his potential and achieving shleimus.
In order to love who you are, you cannot hate the experiences that shaped you.
It doesn't matter how big the number is, only that today it is going up by one.

A little about what I'm doing here: guardyoureyes.com/forum/19-Introduce-Yourself/412971-I-Want-to-Help-Others

Re: My ENTIRE story 01 Aug 2024 15:29 #418246

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Whats happening down their in Burma and why wasnt I invited? I love to travel. 

I switched from Contacts to Glasses, so now i can take it off in the airport. Not seeing much without my 700- number. 

Re: My ENTIRE story 01 Aug 2024 15:35 #418247

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The rays of kedusha are shining in Burma
Where Hashem is kvelling with nachas from the Chevra. 
Whether a paper bag or glasses removed,
Taking extra precaution it would us behoove.

A euphoric trip it’s been in place of guilt
With strategies and weapons of war complete up to the hilt.
I can’t thank you all enough for keeping me tall,
And getting down my back without mercy so I shouldn’t fall!!!!

With love from a place near Berma (and Grodno),
Muttel
We're in this struggle together; feel free to reach out! 
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Feel free to call/text! (908) 251-9590 (google)

Check out my thread here: guardyoureyes.com/forum/19-Introduce-Yourself/413043-My-ENTIRE-story#413043
Last Edit: 01 Aug 2024 15:41 by Muttel.

Re: My ENTIRE story 02 Aug 2024 06:09 #418330

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Just letting the holy chevra know, we’ve arrived back home -whole in spirit, and whole in kedusha. 

Only thanks to everyone here - thank you all from the bottom of my heart for believing in me and checking in on me….

With love from a place far from Burma,
Muttel
We're in this struggle together; feel free to reach out! 
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Feel free to call/text! (908) 251-9590 (google)

Check out my thread here: guardyoureyes.com/forum/19-Introduce-Yourself/413043-My-ENTIRE-story#413043

Re: My ENTIRE story 02 Aug 2024 17:28 #418364

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Big day coming up! No coincidence, that it's on Rosh Chodesh.

Re: My ENTIRE story 05 Aug 2024 08:54 #418467

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Today is a special day for me. It’s a day that gives validation to the work I’ve been putting in these last 3(!) months with the wonderful Angels of GYE. It’s a day that signifies hope of living a lifetime of purity. It’s a day I wasn’t sure I’d ever see, certainly not so soon after joining the forum. It’s a day that shows me (and I hope everyone else here) that change is possible, freedom is within reach, and the golden handcuffs of pleasure can be ripped off. 

90 days is relatively short period of time. However, it represents a lifetime in the context of breaking a habit. It represents change, and it represents our ability to reclaim ourselves (kudos to chaimoigen for drilling home this point) from the seemingly inevitable resulting of falling. 91 days  ago I thought I was doomed to a lifetime of struggle, even with working and trying I’d only last a few weeks or a few months. I’ve learned now though that I can permanently knock the damned beast - so long as I stay vigilant and connected to to everyone here.

Thank you Hashem for leading me to GYE (‘‘twas a crazy story how I found out about GYE - pm me if you’d like to know) and thank you to each and every one of you for impressing upon me that I, Muttel, hold the keys to success, purity, and victory over this delicious challenge

The emotions are running high for me, and as Amevakesh pointed out, it’s so apropos that this day comes on Rosh Chodesh, signifying my rebirth……

Just 91 days ago I was lost in the world of lust,
wondering how the hell I’d ever break free though I knew I must.
Cunningly, my menace would beckon so haughtily, 
Knowing I didn’t have the fortitude to stop, I’d come willingly.

The pain so intense, the shame so deep, I’d thought I was doomed

To a life where all that mattered was a session of self service - what gloom.
Sucking me in and draining my will, 
It would sometimes even make me ill….

Then Hashem led me to GYE it was 3pm that day,
I thought to myself, can I really change, get out of the muck with my first foray,
Proudyungerman suggested I reach out to the chief mentor for help if I was ready,
To him I owe my life, for a new rebirth I merited, my soul thirsty for remedy.

To each and every angel here (I plan to meet one later this morning), words do no justice, a ditty meager and lean,
Giving life and joy in place of darkness and pain is forever your shining zechus with everlasting sheen.

May Hashem bentch you all with success in all,
facilitating you to enable others that they too can stand tall.

With a heart bursting with emotion, joy, and love,
Muttel
We're in this struggle together; feel free to reach out! 
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Feel free to call/text! (908) 251-9590 (google)

Check out my thread here: guardyoureyes.com/forum/19-Introduce-Yourself/413043-My-ENTIRE-story#413043

Re: My ENTIRE story 05 Aug 2024 13:53 #418480

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Mazel Tov on this huge milestone!

Your a true tzadik and a real friend to so many here.

Keep rocking!
Love you,
You can win the fight, but I'll have to live with the loser.

Any excuse you use for yourself, you must be willing to use for your wife.

Not Always can I understand others, but I can always respect their wishes.

You're human, it's okay.

One half of the world cannot understand the pleasures of the other.

Re: My ENTIRE story 05 Aug 2024 17:09 #418497

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Mazal Tov Muttel!

Thank you for inspiring us all with your phenomenal work

Here's to the 90!

Looking forward to the next 9,000.

Keep inspiring us all!
Come fly with me as I fly higher!
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Last Edit: 05 Aug 2024 17:10 by 138eagle.

Re: My ENTIRE story 05 Aug 2024 18:32 #418507

Mazel Tov Muttel!!  Your hard work is astonishing and inspiring!! Enjoy the new YOU, a new man freed from the control and slavery!! You are going to accomplish so much!! I wish you much הצלחה in every area and keep plunging forward to 9000!!

Re: My ENTIRE story 05 Aug 2024 18:48 #418509

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mazal tov on the 90!!

Muttel, you probably hold a bunch of gye records. Records such as quickest treck to 90, (days, posts and friends:)) and quickest trip to Burma...

A great asset to the community. Please continue growing and inspiring!
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Re: My ENTIRE story 05 Aug 2024 18:52 #418510

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Wow Mazel Tov on 90!

Feels like I've known you forever!

Keep inspiring us all!
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