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Re: Yearning for Serenity 03 Mar 2021 07:36 #364626

zedj Current streak: 14 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 627 Karma: 46	Mazel Tov on 2 years clean! It's a huge accomplishment! With Hashems help we will stay clean. חזק חזק ונתחזק!
	One who has given up hope is without a G‑d. One who sees hope in each day is already free

Re: Yearning for Serenity 15 Mar 2021 14:25 #365415

Rebuild613 OFFLINE Gold Boarder Posts: 160 Karma: 60	Deleted
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Re: Yearning for Serenity 15 Mar 2021 20:37 #365432

dave m Current streak: 363 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 488 Karma: 33	Hi Rebuild. I just read through your entire thread. I am so inspired by how you were were able to keep fighting despite all the pain your went through. may Hashem bring speedy yeshuos to you and your family.
	https://guardyoureyes.com/forum/19-Introduce-Yourself/338039-Trying-to-elevate-my-shmiras-einayim https://guardyoureyes.com/forum/2-What-Works-for-Me/341240-How-I-made-it-to-140-days-clean

Re: Yearning for Serenity 17 Mar 2021 00:24 #365567

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Re: Yearning for Serenity 17 Mar 2021 05:00 #365585

Ish MiGrodno Current streak: 1489 days NOW ONLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 527 Karma: 35	Dear Brother Reb Rebuild Shlit"a, That is a far cry from negativity. What I see / hear are the raw emotions of an authentic Yid. Just like your heilige Rebbe, Dovid Hamelech. Your gadlus is your refreshing honesty; your emunah (despite your pre-pesach stress) must be a beautiful korban in the eyes of HKBH. Humbled in Grodno ~ IMG
	ה׳ עמך גבור החיל! [שופטים ו׳ יב׳] Perhaps you can find chizuk from my thread at guardyoureyes.com/forum/19-Introduce-Yourself/356161-Intro Feel free to reach out to me at jackz90dys@gmail.com Last Edit: 17 Mar 2021 13:34 by Ish MiGrodno.

? 17 Mar 2021 14:48 #365597

Rebuild613 OFFLINE Gold Boarder Posts: 160 Karma: 60	Deleted
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Re: Yearning for Serenity 18 Mar 2021 12:47 #365652

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Rebuild613 wrote on 17 Mar 2021 14:48:

קוה אל ה', חזק ויאמץ לבך, וקוה אל ה',

וידעת כי אני ה' אשר לא יבושו קווי.

הרופא לשבורי לב ומחבש לעצבותם

In the place where ba’alei teshuva stand, even pure tzaddikim who never sinned cannot stand. (Rabbi Avohu, Brachos 34b)

Great free resources:
My favorite book for breaking free: The Battle of the Generation https://guardyoureyes.com/ebooks/item/the-battle-of-the-generation. Change your attitude and change your life!

Rabbi Shafier's incredible lectures on breaking free: The Fight. Download here: https://theshmuz.com/series/the-fight/

If you're only ready to try something small, check out an easier way to do self-talk here:
https://guardyoureyes.com/forum/4-On-the-Way-to-90-Days/378128-Captain—Shtarkemotionals-Secret90Day-Challenge

Last Edit: 18 Mar 2021 12:47 by Captain.

Re: Yearning for Serenity 18 Mar 2021 14:16 #365658

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I heard from someone a good word "kosher it will be. Happy you have to be"
I just listened in a discussion from my rav and some other good jew. And he told him that the chazan ish. Had a bread box, and erev pesach he took out the bread wiped it out and put in the matzos for the seder in that same box. Lets not be more chimradig then the chazan ish and sure not on the spouses chesbon!!!!! now all that's left is to be and make yourself happy!!!!

Re: Yearning for Serenity 23 Mar 2021 14:53 #365955

Rebuild613 OFFLINE Gold Boarder Posts: 160 Karma: 60	Deleted
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Re: Yearning for Serenity 23 Mar 2021 15:15 #365959

zedj Current streak: 14 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 627 Karma: 46	Some days can really be hard. We are all waiting for updates Keep strong!
	One who has given up hope is without a G‑d. One who sees hope in each day is already free

Re: Yearning for Serenity 23 Mar 2021 15:23 #365961

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Rebuild613 wrote on 23 Mar 2021 14:53:

Nasty day, didn't fell yet,
in the worst case if i don't pull through the day, i ain't trying any more.

I'll quote what you wrote above...
I wonder how Dovid Hamelech knew/knows me so well.
תהילים לח

נפוגתי ונדכיתי עד מאד, שאגתי מנהמת לבי.
I am faint and crushed exceedingly, i roar from the groaning of my heart.

אדני נגדך כל תאותי, ואנחתי ממך לא נסתרה.
O Lord, before you is all my yearning, my sighing from you is not concealed.

כי אני לצלע נכון, ומכאובי נגדי תמיד.
For i to crippling pain am prone, and my ache is before me always.

אל תעזבני ה', אלהי אל תרחק ממני.חושה לעזרתי אדני תשועתי.
Forsake me not O Hashem, my God be not distant from me.Hasten to my assistance, O Lord my salvation.

Keep on repeating these concepts and NEVER give up!

"If I am not for myself, who will be for me? But if I am only for myself, who am I? If not now, when?"
feel free to reach out @ ahavayirah@gmail.com

Re: Yearning for Serenity 23 Mar 2021 18:59 #365967

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Re: Yearning for Serenity 23 Mar 2021 19:09 #365970

Ish MiGrodno Current streak: 1489 days NOW ONLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 527 Karma: 35	Hey Rebuild, You were the one that brought me into the GYE family 123 days ago. Leaving us would devastate an entire community. I can't imagine the pain that your are feeling, but we are standing by and ready to support you through this tough tekufa... Please hang tight, we've got your back. Davening in Grodno ~ IMG
	ה׳ עמך גבור החיל! [שופטים ו׳ יב׳] Perhaps you can find chizuk from my thread at guardyoureyes.com/forum/19-Introduce-Yourself/356161-Intro Feel free to reach out to me at jackz90dys@gmail.com

Re: Yearning for Serenity 23 Mar 2021 19:13 #365973

grant400 Current streak: 3 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 1490 Karma: 173	I feel you my dear brother. Hang on tight, it's worth the blisters.
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Re: Yearning for Serenity 11 Apr 2021 13:24 #366642

happyyid OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 330 Karma: 18	Gone? That's it? No more? Oyy I feel so bad, seriously, you must be going through hard times. But if you ever come back here just know that there are people waiting for you. Please come back! We miss you! HappyYid
	Feel free to contact me happyyid613@gmail.com My thread