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Re: "Just regular movies " 27 Jun 2023 18:29 #398125

Grant400 wrote on 27 Jun 2023 16:57:


Well, after such an introduction, here goes:

I fell. Goodbye 159.



Pardon me for skipping the condolences and getting straight to my point.

"Goodbye 159"?

Where did they go?
Where were they till yesterday?
If they were anywhere, they're still there.

It's as if I would say now, "Goodbye 21" because today happens to be 22.
Burying past days smells of streak worshipping and not of ODAAT growth.
We get only one chance at life.
This is not a rehearsal; it's the real thing.

Father, help me live sober Today.

Re: "Just regular movies " 27 Jun 2023 19:51 #398129

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tears in my eyes. 
you have true greatness. and a lot of pain. hang on. 
Please feel free to reach out anytime at chaim.oigen@gmail.com

Re: "Just regular movies " 27 Jun 2023 20:35 #398131

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oi, this is heartbreaking. but please dont say goodbye to those 159 clean days. its a huge number. We are all human.

Thinking about you,
You're an inspiration!
You can win the fight, but I'll have to live with the loser.

Any excuse you use for yourself, you must be willing to use for your wife.

Not Always can I understand others, but I can always respect their wishes.

You're human, it's okay.

One half of the world cannot understand the pleasures of the other.

Re: "Just regular movies " 27 Jun 2023 20:39 #398132

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You remain My hero and I still admire You, Dear Grant; the biggest inspiration I'm yet to receive from You will be, to see how You get back to yourself, stronger than before, You are at the same place up the mountain just beyond a ditch, but still up there!

Unfortunately sometimes not acting out is beyond our נקודת הבחירה, but our נקודת הבחירה keeps on being pushed higher up.

I'll conclude with this line; אין חבוש מתיר עצמו מבית האסירים, Reach out to friends to help You get back on track!

Oh, and btw, what are the lessons You've learnt from this fall? I leant that the YH never goes to sleep even when it's Grant, and he's up to 159 days.

Stay strong! and keep on being our role model.
My thread: From two identities to True self

If you want to reachout to me to talk please email: wish2banonym@gmail.com

Re: "Just regular movies " 27 Jun 2023 21:48 #398139

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Wow, thank you so much.
I am not active on the forums anymore so much, but I check my email daily, please reach out to me!

Feel free to message me if you need anything, I'll try to respond as soon as I can. I hope I can help!

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