Hi. I'm conservadox. I've seen porn and I've masturbated but in a different way. It's on and off days for me more on than off. I've had a lot of times after I've felt regret which doesn't help. Only a few people know ive seen porn. I don't know how a lot of my other friends or people i know would react to this. It be kinda scary to mention this to them need. I actually told one girl that I've seen porn and she wasn't happy about it. I've had some inappropriate thoughts and looking at some women inappropriatly. I wanna stop to help My life get better, be right minded, find peace of mind and find me a nice Jewish girl. I know that true love and happiness is way better. It's good to have friends and family