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Re: my problems 05 Apr 2017 09:40 #310216

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Sorry to hear, Mike.

Many times I wake up wanting to book a date with my disease.
"Vegeta, what does the scouter say about his sobriety level?"
"... It's over NINE-ZEROOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!"

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Re: my problems 05 Apr 2017 13:07 #310221

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Singularity wrote on 05 Apr 2017 09:40:
Sorry to hear, Mike.

Many times I wake up wanting to book a date with my disease.

#callmeanyanytimecallme
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Re: my problems 05 Apr 2017 13:44 #310226

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Trouble wrote on 05 Apr 2017 13:07:

Singularity wrote on 05 Apr 2017 09:40:
Sorry to hear, Mike.

Many times I wake up wanting to book a date with my disease.

#callmeanyanytimecallme

You need to change your hair color for that one.
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Re: my problems 05 Apr 2017 18:33 #310273

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i went to bed early and woke up in middle of the night at which time i couldn't call anyone
i called a friend/mentor from here he helped me tonz (you know who you are)
thanx for the reply and for being in touch
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Re: my problems 05 Apr 2017 18:34 #310274

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Singularity wrote on 05 Apr 2017 09:40:
Sorry to hear, Mike.

Many times I wake up wanting to book a date with my disease.

what works for you
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Re: my problems 06 Apr 2017 00:47 #310303

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it was a rough two days but bh were holding where we are things should pick up from here at least slighly

btw i apologize for all the short post i share this computer with my wife and whenever i'm home she usualy is and this is all behind her back (still leading a life of deception... ...better than other deception)
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Re: my problems 06 Apr 2017 11:22 #310326

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Happy things are straightening out for you. Keep it up. You can do it.
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Re: my problems 06 Apr 2017 12:23 #310327

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mikestruggling wrote on 06 Apr 2017 00:47:
it was a rough two days but bh were holding where we are things should pick up from here at least slighly

btw i apologize for all the short post i share this computer with my wife and whenever i'm home she usualy is and this is all behind her back (still leading a life of deception... ...better than other deception)

ODAAT

One Deception At a Time

Make your choice
"Vegeta, what does the scouter say about his sobriety level?"
"... It's over NINE-ZEROOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!"

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Re: my problems 06 Apr 2017 20:21 #310381

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my filter just fell off my computer bh i passed with flying colors
i called my wife into the room she wanted to go she asked cant i just trust you
(i felt like a piece of garbage i wanted to tell her no)
i mumbled the gedoilim made an issur yichud
then she told me to use the computer in public, smart idea
when i was done i called the filter company
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Re: my problems 07 Apr 2017 01:50 #310425

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mikestruggling wrote on 06 Apr 2017 00:47:
it was a rough two days but bh were holding where we are things should pick up from here at least slighly

btw i apologize for all the short post i share this computer with my wife and whenever i'm home she usualy is and this is all behind her back (still leading a life of deception... ...better than other deception)

No reason to apologize for short posts.
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Re: my problems 07 Apr 2017 11:29 #310442

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mikestruggling wrote on 06 Apr 2017 20:21:
my filter just fell off my computer bh i passed with flying colors
i called my wife into the room she wanted to go she asked cant i just trust you
(i felt like a piece of garbage i wanted to tell her no)
i mumbled the gedoilim made an issur yichud
then she told me to use the computer in public, smart idea
when i was done i called the filter company

Ashreichem! You handled that situation great!
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Re: my problems 09 Apr 2017 02:41 #310494

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im feeling very low once again i had a fall but thanx to the 90 day chart i can see that i'm making progress that gives me a lot of comfort 
i will bli'n improve my taphsic (i found a loophole)
a gutte voch yidden a Chag KASHER vSAMEACH
Kasher and therefore Sameach
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Re: my problems 09 Apr 2017 02:54 #310497

Every clean stretch definitely helps to eventually kick this habit once and for all. A kusher un freilichen pesach! 
If you are really bored, you can check out my original thread here: guardyoureyes.com/forum/4-On-the-Way-to-90-Days/305558-Journey-of-one-day-at-a-time 

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Re: my problems 09 Apr 2017 21:15 #310546

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i'm having a rough day spiritually i almost acted out and i'm disappointed with myself
i was in a couple of major anxiety situations
and i'm tired (very little sleep, of course)
keeping my hopes up as long as i keep fighting i know better days are on the horizon
sometimes its hard to feel, gotta believe
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Re: my problems 09 Apr 2017 22:56 #310551

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