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Re: A new beginning 27 Aug 2014 14:53 #238062

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Actually, I'm gonna head out to use that line now.
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Re: A new beginning 27 Aug 2014 19:26 #238081

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Well thank you so much, Yankel.

Cordnoy, you're out of hand- the past week or 2 you don't stop talking 'bout the Rbsh"o! :-)
Maybe all you langer toirah about leaving G-d out of recovery was simply part of your recovery, and now youyou speak like the real Cordy!

Re: A new beginning 27 Aug 2014 19:42 #238085

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Maybe
who knows?
[Who cares?]
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Re: A new beginning 27 Aug 2014 19:59 #238089

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Hey....what about the questions that I asked?
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Re: A new beginning 27 Aug 2014 20:56 #238095

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Take a look at Cordy's previous Q that is still unanswered.
Oy, I got lots of answering to do.

.... Gotta go procrastinate- Talk 2u later!

Re: A new beginning 27 Aug 2014 21:22 #238099

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ineedchizuk wrote:
Take a look at Cordy's previous Q that is still unanswered.
Oy, I got lots of answering to do.

.... Gotta go procrastinate- Talk 2u later!


Are you referrin' to the one where I asked you what your plan is?
Or where I asked (rhetorically) who knows (if I have God in my life more and that is recovery)?
Or where I asked: Who cares (one way or the other if God is there or not)?

either way, you're great; so keep on bein' great!

b'hatzlachah
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Re: A new beginning 09 Sep 2014 01:31 #239135

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(Cough, cough.)

Boy, is it dusty in here!

Re: A new beginning 09 Sep 2014 02:23 #239137

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Okay. I reach out sometimes. I chat with some guys I got to know on the forum.
It's not geshmak to seem needy. Whatever.

Yes Yankel, I do have someone I trust that I've spoken to about this issue face to face. Not enough, but it's a start. And if you would not have coaxed me to actively be involved in the forums, I never would have done that either. I am so thankful to you.

I mentioned that there was a time when life was less stressful, I was happier, and I did not act out.
How can I recapture those times?
Well, it's a different tekufa, the Ribono Shel Olam put me in a different matziv, but I need to get things under control. I spend too much time putting out fires.
Bkitzur, I should daven harder.
I still don't see yishuv hadaas on the horizon .
(To be clearer, much is not in my hands.)

Re: A new beginning 09 Sep 2014 03:36 #239145

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ineedchizuk
(To be clearer, much is not in my hands.)
Thats a great realization! It is not in our hands! I know you think that thats a bad thing. But really its good. We are not in control!!!

So feel the freedom!!!!! LET IT GO!
I am happy to speak on the phone. Please email me at dms1234ongye@gmail.com

My name is Daniel, I go to face to face meetings and I work the 12 steps with a sponsor. 

Re: A new beginning 09 Sep 2014 04:01 #239146

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While it is true that much is not in our hands, I'm beginnin' to think that a big part of recovery is in our hands.
My email: thenewme613@hotmail.com
My threads: Mikvah Night - Page 1Page 2Page 3Last Page

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Re: A new beginning 09 Sep 2014 04:58 #239147

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Well we cant recover unless we do our hishtadlus of course. But the results are not up to us
I am happy to speak on the phone. Please email me at dms1234ongye@gmail.com

My name is Daniel, I go to face to face meetings and I work the 12 steps with a sponsor. 

Re: A new beginning 01 Oct 2014 23:21 #240660

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As you close in on the 90 day mark, I just wanted to congratulate you.
And thank you for coming to GYE and helping make my life better.

Re: A new beginning 02 Oct 2014 19:18 #240717

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ברוך שהחיינו וקימנו והגינו לזמן הזה

I would like to express my deepest appreciation specifically to Yankel and Oownanoomin, and generally to each and every one of you here on gye for your friendship, help, and reaching out.
You have all been helping me reach my 90 day milestone, through each single 'day at a time'.

Looking forward to sticking around for many more 1 day at a times.

Gmar chasima tova! !!

Re: A new beginning 02 Oct 2014 19:35 #240719

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Mazal Tov!!!

May you be zocheh to many many many more one clean days!!!

Keep On trucking!! KOP!!
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Re: A new beginning 02 Oct 2014 21:43 #240734

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Mazel tov!
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Sometimes life is like tuna with not enough mayonaise
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Give, Forgive
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The reason I'm acting as if I'm pregnant, is because I'm expecting. I should be accepting.
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