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Re: Confessing some of my secrets 15 Feb 2012 22:46 #133099

Hashem Yaasfeni	How about 'Nahfach' as in V'Nahafach Hu, in time for upcoming Purim, being that you are changing your life upside down, or actually right side up finally... Thats real change for the good.,,, HY
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Re: Confessing some of my secrets 15 Feb 2012 22:53 #133101

ZemirosShabbos OFFLINE Platinum Boarder pass the compote Posts: 6153 Karma: 72	GlenNahafochLivetSlivovitzChangeUcanbelieveInNow2.... happy to hear you are rocking and rolling thanks for sharing, you give me chizuk KUTGW
	Sometimes life is like tuna with not enough mayonaise ~Inna beshem ZS Give, Forgive ~Cordnoy The reason I'm acting as if I'm pregnant, is because I'm expecting. I should be accepting. ~TZ Last Edit: by .

Re: Confessing some of my secrets 15 Feb 2012 23:16 #133104

have2changeNOW Current streak: 64 days OFFLINE Expert Boarder Posts: 100 Karma: -1	And that's just my middle name! I'm still laughing too loudly outloud from that one. feels good. Is there a "Joke of the Day" prize on this Forum? yasher koach! GNFLSCUCBIN2NOW
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Re: Confessing some of my secrets 16 Feb 2012 16:31 #133149

AlexEliezer OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 1933 Karma: 55	Have2changeNOW wrote on 15 Feb 2012 23:16: GNFLSCUCBIN2NOW GEZUNTHEIT !
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Re: Confessing some of my secrets 16 Feb 2012 16:39 #133151

TehillimZugger OFFLINE Platinum Boarder לבד הנשמה הטהורה Posts: 2446 Karma: 34	Well, "outgribing" is something between bellowing and whistling, with a kind of sneeze in the middle: however, you'll hear it done, maybe -- down in the wood yonder -- and when you've once heard it you'll be quite content. Lewis Carrol- Through the Looking Glass and What Alice Found There
	?דער באשעפער לאווט מיך אייביג. וויפיל לאוו איך עהם My Creator loves me at all times. How great is my love for him? Last Edit: by .

Re: Confessing some of my secrets 16 Feb 2012 17:36 #133157

have2changeNOW Current streak: 64 days OFFLINE Expert Boarder Posts: 100 Karma: -1	Chevra, I'm still cracking up abut Zemiros Shabbos new name for me! You guys are awesome! and yes Alex - pls pass me the tissues! Here I thought I was getting recovery advice and I'm getting high quality laugh outloud humor. Which I need - I think i take myself way too seriously anyway (step #4). Dianu! Keep it coming - all flavors are good! KOT, KOP I forget my name already!
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Re: Confessing some of my secrets 16 Feb 2012 18:19 #133166

gibbor120 OFFLINE Platinum Boarder NEVER EVER GIVE UP! Posts: 5251 Karma: 166	Here's plenty of material to keep you laughing www.guardyoureyes.org/forum/index.php?topic=1065.0 .
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Re: Confessing some of my secrets 16 Feb 2012 19:43 #133169

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Have2changeNOW wrote on 15 Feb 2012 23:16:

GNFLSCUCBIN2NOW

Hey! That's the secret formula for my Monstuh Truckin', Possum repelling, Cholint flavored weapon of mass gestaltzumfleeging! Now you've let the secret out >

! The dark forces are going to get hold of it and turn it against us!! RUUUUUNNNNNNNNNN!!!!!!!!! :o :o :o :o :o :o :o :o :o

!אנא עבדא דקודשא בריך הוא

וּבְיָדְךָ כֹּחַ וּגְבוּרָה וּבְיָדְךָ לְגַדֵּל וּלְחַזֵּק לַכֹּל

"If it would be so easy there wouldn't be a GYE, but if it would be impossible there also wouldn't be a GYE."
"Sometimes a hard decision leads to an easier outcome."
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Re: Confessing some of my secrets 16 Feb 2012 20:24 #133171

ZemirosShabbos OFFLINE Platinum Boarder pass the compote Posts: 6153 Karma: 72	Gevura, there is a latin name for the secret formula you just described. in case you need to re-order from the pharmacy ZemirosShabbos wrote on 21 Jul 2011 18:50: welcome to the wonderful world of GYE. as you can see, part of the therapy here is laughticus comedius, which is wonderful in treating diseases like lust addiction and many other ailments.
	Sometimes life is like tuna with not enough mayonaise ~Inna beshem ZS Give, Forgive ~Cordnoy The reason I'm acting as if I'm pregnant, is because I'm expecting. I should be accepting. ~TZ Last Edit: by .

Re: Confessing some of my secrets 16 Feb 2012 23:31 #133223

have2changeNOW Current streak: 64 days OFFLINE Expert Boarder Posts: 100 Karma: -1	Cholent, scotch/whiskey, with a bunch of really funny lust addicts?? sounds awesome!! - how about tonight after couple hours Mishmar? Not sure we should wait til Kiddush after shul Shabbos morning. . . This Recovery thing could be alright, IY"H. KOT Be matzliach! GNFLSCUCBIN2NOW
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Re: Confessing some of my secrets 17 Feb 2012 09:13 #133249

TehillimZugger OFFLINE Platinum Boarder לבד הנשמה הטהורה Posts: 2446 Karma: 34	Told you're graduating Newbie Status! You're a Jr. Member! Mazel Tov! Woohferd? :o
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Re: Confessing some of my secrets 17 Feb 2012 13:07 #133256

ontheedgeman OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 391 Karma: 0	you know cholent is a trigger for Overeaters, Scotch is a trigger for Alcoholics... ;-)
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Re: Confessing some of my secrets 17 Feb 2012 20:07 #133288

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Whehoowee! Well - that is nice! Does being a Jr. Member carry extra responsibilities? or do my annual dues go up?

Actually I just noticed that its exactly 30 days since my first big confessional post about zonahs, and then the whole STD push from you guys (and test, etc) . Wow - its a bit scary to note that those events which were so powerful seem further away than a mere 30 days. The scary part is that makes me think maybe this TOP OF MIND recovery focus will fade and/or seem far away too. That happened to me in the past when i tried to fight the lust addiction with teshuva process.

Well I know its One Day at a Time, and Baruch Hashem, there is such a full range of Recovery hishtadlus to keep it TOP of MIND. But still - this has been a very precious time in my life, and OHHH how I want/ hope/pray/act that it continues. A taste , first time in YEARS, of REAL sobriety. 22 days now of the REAL thing!! BH!!!! My old 'clean' was sometimes masturbating in hotel parking lot of the zonah I called and drove to see after big web search, but glad I didn't actually go up. oy vey.

So really want to thank you all - I feel different, I daven different, I'm more humble, I feel and look at my wife differently. For me the kesher with many of you has really been food for my aching lust addicted neshama. You done good! PLEASE keep it up, don't by shy - your frankness has been super helpful too.

So all the best for a wonderful Shabbos Kodesh, and please know that you really helped a struggling fellow Jew

Muah!

Upside Down, inside out, still lot more changing 2 do NOW (after some wooooferd)

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Re: Confessing some of my secrets 17 Feb 2012 20:27 #133289

gibbor120 OFFLINE Platinum Boarder NEVER EVER GIVE UP! Posts: 5251 Karma: 166	Truly inspiring H2CN (sorry I can't spell the longer version )! Have a great shabbos!
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Re: Confessing some of my secrets 17 Feb 2012 21:01 #133290

AlexEliezer OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 1933 Karma: 55	Beautiful ! Some parts of recovery will hopefully become more automatic, like avoiding triggers. Eventually (still far off I imaginge) your hishtadlus can shift from such obsession with recovery, to more normal, healthy pursuits. There will always be some recovery work, though. And we can NEVER allow ourselves to become complacent and think we're cured. Have a wonderful Shabbos with your family.
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