So is that how it works? the more posts the more points I get? Very nice ! I only discovered this site a week ago and it has given me the strength to make a break away. Just like Yosef hazadik. I feel goood...! Great ...! Freeee...!
I just want to make one point that i learned from the Baal HaTanya. The struggle we are all having is actually the normal state of being. It is only Tzaddikim who dont have to fight the yetzer Horah on a day to day basis, and tzaddikim are very rare to find, 36 (lamed vav) here and there thats it. People like King david who destroyed his YH as he said in theillim, 'Liby Chollal bekirbi' his heart was empty, yetzer horah gone completely.
Most of us however, must fight each day to stay on top. We are not statues we are alive and like a flame, never stop moving, up and down, and the 2 yetzers keep fighting to take control of our minds and hearts. As the Tanya says, like two fighters trying to take control over a tower, the tower being ourselves as a whole body. Its up to us who we let win the fight.
So never despair, we are normal when we struggle. The only problem is, we have fed our bad yetzer and starved the good yetzer. its time to reverse the situation.