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Beginning my Journey **Day 1** 08 Apr 2020 23:15 #348362

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Hello, fellow Guard Your Eyes members,

I'm not going to reveal my name, but I'm 23 years old and tired of the life that I've lived. Every day I'm saddened at where I am in life and where I potentially can be. Most of my existence (starting in 6th grade) I've been addicted to pornography and recently I've been obsessed with asking girls inappropriate things over chat. I've realized that I want to marry a girl that is looking at connecting with Hashem (our creator) and someone that has had there struggles in life. Well, I'm using this website to help me get out of my addiction and enjoy my life devoted to Hashem. Now, I was wondering if there's anyone that can help me with my addiction and set me free of porn. 
Thank you for whoever is reading this post. B'ezrat Hashem I will remove these inclinations before I study at Yeshiva. 

Re: Beginning my Journey **Day 1** 13 Apr 2020 01:48 #348374

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Take it day by day.

And welcome to the forum.

Log in here most days, learn from others.

You have a great aim to be clean and marry, so you can use that to help you.

Re: Beginning my Journey **Day 1** 13 Apr 2020 04:17 #348379

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HI I'm not really one to give advice as I've only recently joined and I have a very hard time myself, but I was told that by talking to a friend about serving hashem and becoming better if helps us out too. So I just felt like adding what rabbi nachman says in sichot haran 19 that having a set amount to learn each day eve n one mishna, can save one from the yetzer hara. As long as you make sure to not miss a day. Good luck and were davening for you.
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Re: Beginning my Journey **Day 1** 13 Apr 2020 04:25 #348380

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AinShumYeiush wrote on 13 Apr 2020 04:17:
HI I'm not really one to give advice as I've only recently joined and I have a very hard time myself, but I was told that by talking to a friend about serving hashem and becoming better if helps us out too. So I just felt like adding what rabbi nachman says in sichot haran 19 that having a set amount to learn each day eve n one mishna, can save one from the yetzer hara. As long as you make sure to not miss a day. Good luck and were davening for you.

Hi AinShumYeiush KLALL!
Where does he say ‘even one mishna’?
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Re: Beginning my Journey **Day 1** 13 Apr 2020 04:30 #348381

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He doesn't but I learnt it with someone and he explained it that way. I felt it would help to add it in
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Re: Beginning my Journey **Day 1** 13 Apr 2020 04:38 #348383

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AinShumYeiush wrote on 13 Apr 2020 04:30:
He doesn't but I learnt it with someone and he explained it that way. I felt it would help to add it in

I don’t know if Reb Nachman would approve, if that’s not what he said. 
Youd have to ask someone here who drives a MonstahTruck tooting NA NA
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Re: Beginning my Journey **Day 1** 13 Apr 2020 04:43 #348384

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He did say to be mechadash torah, as long as it doesn't change halacha... And besides when it comes to the yetzer hara you gotta do anything you can go save a fellow jew, so we'll call it poetic license
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Re: Beginning my Journey **Day 1** 13 Apr 2020 07:04 #348387

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Welcome aboard! 
Don't be scared off by Markz welcome, he's a nice guy.
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