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TOPIC: Tryin' 266011 Views

Re: Tryin' 02 Feb 2015 00:02 #248030

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You forgot Edom and Moav
!אנא עבדא דקודשא בריך הוא

וּבְיָדְךָ כֹּחַ וּגְבוּרָה וּבְיָדְךָ לְגַדֵּל וּלְחַזֵּק לַכֹּל


"If it would be so easy there wouldn't be a GYE, but if it would be impossible there also wouldn't be a GYE."
"Sometimes a hard decision leads to an easier outcome."
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Re: Tryin' 02 Feb 2015 00:27 #248033

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Shmeichel wrote:
i dont know the flags well
but the shape looks like ukraine


nope!
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Re: Tryin' 02 Feb 2015 01:02 #248037

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Like a spoiler, you gotta click on it to see that it's Romania

Re: Tryin' 02 Feb 2015 14:42 #248076

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wow back in romania and doin well!
thats gr8 news
when going forward gets tough, its merely a sign that you are going uphill, just give more gas
put your sobriety first; before your wife, before your kids, before your avodas HaTorah (except for the 3 that are יעבור ואל יהרג) Without sobriety you won't have any of those things!

Re: Tryin' 02 Feb 2015 14:47 #248077

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Pros and cons regardin' filters on a computer for an addict.

[It is obviously a different discussion when you are dealin' with protectin' children, or preventin' accidental exposure.]

The followin' picture can be used as a mashal supportin' those on the 'con' side.

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Is this what one should do, when he is addicted to constantly lookin' at his phone (like me, and like many others on this site have attested to)?

Perhaps.....perhaps not.

b'hatzlachah
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Re: Tryin' 08 Feb 2015 15:48 #248304

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Lots of stuff goin' on...all over my life....in all areas.
Stress surroundin' anywhere I turn.
Speakin' of turnin', my eyes can't help themselves...at all.
Powerless
Gotta pray (more than in S"E).
Are these things my fault?
I can't think like that.
Do I need to get closer to God?
I must.
How?
Prayer is the only way I know.
Will I crack?
Mr calm?
What will happen when I let go...if?
Can't afford it.
Focus on now; that I can handle...no I can't, but God could!

b'hatzlachah to all
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Re: Tryin' 08 Feb 2015 15:58 #248305

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cordnoy wrote:

Will I crack?
Mr calm?

??????????
when going forward gets tough, its merely a sign that you are going uphill, just give more gas
put your sobriety first; before your wife, before your kids, before your avodas HaTorah (except for the 3 that are יעבור ואל יהרג) Without sobriety you won't have any of those things!

Re: Tryin' 08 Feb 2015 16:17 #248306

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Hold on tight komt
We can't afford for you to crack

Bhatzlocho
Hashem these lustful thoughts are not mine I don't need them or want them please take them from me so I can live a happy and healthy life

Gotta roll with the punches or the punches will roll all over you

yesterday was
tomorrow will be
the only thing you can change is the moment you see

keep smiling and keep busy

"lust is fire to dynamite don't get close" from someone don't remember who

The worst thing i did to myself was lie to myself for 2 whole years

I try not to hate it takes way to much energy

Re: Tryin' 08 Feb 2015 16:32 #248307

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Focus on letting God handle it.

KOMT and Hatzlacha with everything.
!אנא עבדא דקודשא בריך הוא

וּבְיָדְךָ כֹּחַ וּגְבוּרָה וּבְיָדְךָ לְגַדֵּל וּלְחַזֵּק לַכֹּל


"If it would be so easy there wouldn't be a GYE, but if it would be impossible there also wouldn't be a GYE."
"Sometimes a hard decision leads to an easier outcome."
- General Grant


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Re: Tryin' 08 Feb 2015 16:42 #248308

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Take a deep breath and rise your mind above your situation for a few minutes to get some clarity and realign your mental compass.
KOMT!!!!

Re: Tryin' 08 Feb 2015 16:49 #248312

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Been hangin' around DMS for too long
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Re: Tryin' 10 Feb 2015 16:12 #248432

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I don't view # 4000 as anythin' special; yes, I am involved and speak my mind....often...many times foolishly, and I can take this opportunity to apologize to all for my sarcastic, hurtful, degradin', counterproductive comments.
T'was not intended, and I am truly sorry....although I'm probably gonna do it again.

The main point I'd like to say here is I have been known, labeled (somewhat correctly) that I am the "anti-God," and although I have grown in this area, I am far from perfect in a big way.

Now, I have been tryin' to help others and myself as well....that bein' said, at 8:28 last night, I was placed in a precarious position; perhaps, accordin' to what I wrote elsewhere: I placed myself in that position, and precisely at 8:29 Misgbaer (out of da blue.....so to speak (and my entire post just got deleted and I gotta start again)) texted me with a "How's da weather?" and at precisely 8:30, Skep texted me with a "Hi." Now, we, and others, are in constant contact throughout the day, so it is not out of the ordinary, but there were several hours of lull in the conversations, and this was God's way of showin' me that He is holdin' my hand.

Now, although that didn't stop me in my spiralin' path downward, but other things did, and I woke up this mornin' with a modeh ani and a Hodu LaHashem ki tov. Although my life now is in "truck"load of stuff, and I don't know where the next moves are comin' from, or where they will lead me, I do know that He is with me every step of the way (even as this post got deleted....I didn't even swear this time).

If I may suggest, add a short tefillah said in English to God in every Shemoneh Esrei; I have become closer to Him thru this.

T'was longer in its original form, but there's lots of stuff to do today, ultimately we do ours and God takes care of success and failures, but there's a plan for our benefit nonetheless.

Thanks so much to all you guys!
you're da best!
Love ya' all!
Onward to 5,000!

b'hatzlachah

[It actually got deleted twice, but the second time, I had managed to copy it first.]

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Re: Tryin' 10 Feb 2015 17:37 #248457

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Keep on trucking.
If one truck gets crashed up, there are plenty more available.

and by the way, 4000 is not the special part. It is the person that typed the 4000 (plus who knows how many more deleted ones) that is special

Re: Tryin' 11 Feb 2015 04:54 #248486

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There were no eidim today in the middle of the day; no shluchim.

Sat there for 15/20 minutes, and then left.

Why do I write this?
To share and for honesty.
and perhaps...it wll help others who are in the throes.

b'hatzlachah (for all issues).
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Re: Tryin' 20 Feb 2015 22:01 #249081

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Wow!
That feels like ages ago!
Thank God - whoever saved me then.

Today was a tough day; lots of stress in the house.
Past two weeks have not been easy to say the least - and that is all types of family and life stuff.

Past two months - wife stuff issues.

Head still high....I think, B"H.

Have a good Shabbos
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