Gut Vuch

Sometimes, our job is to truck along even when we feel drained, and we don't feel like we're doing the job we'd like to be doing - but to still keep doing the best we can.

Fell shmell, because you haven't lost all the growth that you had. Because you can pick up and keep going, and be proud of the things you've done.

thank you.
your advice was good for today.
hopefully  soon ill be able to get back into everything and have energy for everything.my goal isnt for 90 days, my goal is just for today.
going back into a week o school now.

checking in.

hi HS,
are you checking into the Waldorf or the Econolodge?
in other words, how are you doing?

doing great.
just got home. the rest of today +tommorow is a snow day. i think im sick though, so i have what to keep myself busy  with today. (torah +rest)

glad you are doing good
hope you feel better

it says in Toras Avos:
A person must eat and drink and sleep and also learn and daven, but not also learn and daven

Good to hear that you're doing great. Refuah Sheleimah!

I also have a bit of a cold...

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still sick. snow day again tommorow, over 2 feet of snow in the average place. in other places where the snow got blown by the wind 3 feet.
but im sick so just checking in

Be 2

Hatcchhoooo!

Keeb od Truckid'!

EBD

thanks ben
starting to feel better, aspecially since in the past 2 days ive slept more than a bear sleeps during hibernation
still clean. had a slip before i fell asleep this morning when i got home from shachris when i wqas going to take a sick nap. feeling better n0ow than before and before i felt better than before-er and before-er i felt better than before-er-er than that. so at this rate when i get back to school tomorrow i should be much better until my 3 hour gemorah test (which im the only one in my class that will say its easy!).
anyways, thats all thats happening now. not much. jsut resting up.

gut voch.
im ready to just jump out of this addiction.one of the many reasons its hard is cus there are so many things to remember as we recover. so many ideas and concepts. in the group, we are working on living ALL G-D ALL THE TIME, which i still dont completly understand. but trying to work on it.

We grow one day at a time. That can be difficult, because we'd all like to just be over this, to be past it all. But time takes time. One day at a time is the only way to live life, and I'm still learning this - in areas other than addiction. Live life, one day at a time, learn what you can, grow as you can.

i fell last night. again.
ive got the first step of understanding that i have no control of it. im very good at it. i know that i have nothing that i can do. its all from a greater source. all from hashem. i feel helpless right now. all im trying to do is get closer to hashem. but again, in this stage of life in my situation its hard. i dnt know what else to say except for i need to get up and keep on going.

HashemsSoldier wrote on 06 Feb 2011 21:11:

wow, that you can say that is great
you made a lot of progress, don't let anyone try to convince you otherwise.

maybe you need something fresh, something different?
i don't know what, but you can daven to Hashem that He show you what you can do