HashemsSoldier wrote on 21 Sep 2010 22:51:


is there a typo here somewhere??  ??? ???

world wrote on 21 Sep 2010 23:49:


umm, ya! oooppps  :-[ ill go and edit it right now

wow
at the end of the day your doing amazing! no?
your already in the 30s!

today is day 38. (im pretty sure, i didnt really keep track over yom tov. so i looked at the date of my last post and looked at todays date and added the amount of days.) i was doing relly really well over yom tov. then last night (motzei shabbas) i almost fell. i started the action and got myself to stop right before anything happened. and then later in middle of the night i woke up as i had a wet dream. but it is zman simchasenu, who cares? obvviously i have to learn from this for the future though.
for this set of 90 days i dont consider this a fall. when i feel that im ready, im going to start a new count for 90 days with tighter "rules"
that was just a side point though. the main thing that is (still) my top priority is just to get through today.
a gut moed

i did the same thing first set of 90 days with looser rules. unfortunately i ended up falling near the end.

this time around ive tightened it up.

i think it's an awesome idea to start first time around with looser rules, if only to show ourselves we've got to tighten them to do this.

i wish you a better experience first time around, and i hope you make it.
KOT!

unfortunatly i had a fall today so is today day 1? or is tomorrow day one?
i made a new thread for this next 90 day journey with slightly tighter rules over here
www.guardyoureyes.org/forum/index.php?topic=2979.0
gotta go to mincha now
hs