:D Its good to hear from you, Bart I [i]am  [i]Up. Haven't heard from you in a long time[/i]

HEY  "I" NEVER WENT INTO HIDING I AM MAKING LICHAIMS ALL OVER THE PLACE YOU CAN CATCH ME IN ALMOST ANY THREAD

OR SEND ME A PM  WHATEVER

I AM NOT HARD TO GET

CMON BARD IS A PUSHOVER

WHATS UP YEDIDI REB RASHKEBEHAGGGGG
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my computer was on the blink for a while and when I got it working again i felt a trigger after having been pretty immunized.  its always hard when you realize how much you have to keep on struggling or trucking, whatever you call it. it's like a fatso who goes on a diet and loses 50 pounds. For the rest of his life he has to keep up a constant battle or it all yo yos back

it's like a fatso who goes on a diet and loses 50 pounds. For the rest of his life he has to keep up a constant battle or it all yo yos back 
He sure is a FETSO isn't the gmura calling him a mountain!

JIP I don't know what you are saying

I would like all my friends to notice that I made it to the 90 days for the 2nd time. It wasn't easy, I had a few falls in the beginning. What helped me most was: the filter GYE told me about, the posting whenever I had an urge, and the idea that there is a group of yidden working on this together really meant a lot. I know that I am still an addict and I absolutely cannot sit in front of an unfiltered computer for a second. But now I don't try to circumvent the filter and I avoid second looks in the street and don't check out newstands like I used to. From the bottom of my heart I must thank GYE and all the members of the forum. I hope the YH doesn't think I am being smug and will gang up on me. I admit again I am an addict and will fight this till I die IY"H

And you have our respect, not the fake respect of the people who don't really know you.  The respect, admiration and appreciation of people who know what you are all about and especially what it takes to get to where you are now.

Wishing you much continued Hatzlacha,

gevaldiggggggggggggggggggggggggg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
mazal toiv!!!


join me in the kretchmer for a lichayim!!!

MAZAL TOV!!

Can U summerize your secret to getting back on the horse? There are SO MANY of us guys who need chizuk again n again to make it thru the cycles of count-fall-count-fall-count, and putting your gevaldig perspective out there for all to benefit from would be VERY helpful!!

Thanx!

L'chayim! You don't sound smug to me....hope that doesn't make you feel smug ;D :! Love you Rashkey!!

Steve wrote on 13 Jun 2010 18:11:

there is no secret. I just would wallow in my pain when I fell and think how good I feel when I'm clean. I would post and post since it is a worthwhile distraction from the temptation. If i fell I would strengthen the filter to include the site that I found that the filter didn't catch. By the way, I never went for real p***, just like to see immodesty (don't want to be too graphic, but I mean real immodesty). So my addiction is not so strong to begin with. Again, the freedom I feel now makes it all worthwhile. Its great that the chart keeps on going to make it to a half year. I can't wait to reach that milestone. the incentive works also.

Mazal tov on another 90 victory. Bis 120, anyone??

I am amazed that this thread was never bumped before.

Lots to read; lots to say.

How did you find it? Last post was in June 2010. Is this in Markz index?

Will try to read through the 24 pages.
P.s. Does anyone have a statistic on how long it will take to read through the entire forums? How many words have been posted to date?
Does GYE offer a API access to their forums so that someone can plug it into a deep learning AI system which will be able to direct newcomers to just the right posts based on their needs, wants, fetishes, demands, etc... We got some talented web professionals around here.

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