Hi Everyone! 

Happy to share that I am on day 15 of my journey to 90 days! So far it's been pretty easy.

I confess that I am using artificial motivation as a rocket booster in my recovery. I made a deal that if I reach 90 days, I'll buy myself an expensive piece of fitness equipment (I'm a fitness buff). It's not really in my budget, but, what the heck, YOLO right? 

Anyway, will post my origin story in the intro forum topic when I get the chance. It's pretty long so will need to come in installations.  

Have a good shabbos y'all :-) 

Welcome, hope you get there safe and sound with no bumps on the road! But as the saying goes take one day at a time! Hatzlacha!

Welcome! Looking forward to getting to know you. Sound like a great first step your taking. As long as you realize that for the long term, you're gonna need some type of plan. Artificial incentives work to get you out a rut, but it's hard to imagine that they'll help effect real change. But if this what you need to do to take the first step, then whatever works to motivate you is great. If it needs to be artificial, then so be it. We're looking forward to hearing from you.

On day 19. Today was clean, but initial excitement of starting anew is wearing off. This is to be expected. 
started teeny slipping, like browsing podcast app for “spicy “ podcasts. Nowhere near anything like my red lines, but got to nip it in the bud. I am stronger than my testosterone. Tomorrows gonna be better, otherwise I’ll be sliding towards a relapse no doubt. Will check in on Tuesday. Thanks for listening