Day 64 clean bh!

Rock on, Rocky!!!

We're rooting hard for your sustained success!

With much brotherly love,
Muttel

Day 65 clean bh
I have never been more sure that watching is not what I truly want but It just won't leave the door step he keeps on knocking and knocking hoping for a different answer from me 
Like I understand that urges will be there but like I want it to be even easier for me to brush them off

The stronger you become, the more desperate the yetzer gets.
keep it up, you Gavra you!
​You're a real inspiration!
​looking forward to hearing more about your holy battles and subsequent victories.

rocky21 wrote on 01 Jan 2025 17:48:

Shalom Brother Rocky,
Might I ask what it is that you do truly want?
Perhaps focusing on what you want to say 'yes' to in life and not only saying 'no' will help you escape the loop.

Hatzlacha and keep on Rocking!

Shavua tov
Day 68 clean 
Answering your amazing question @benhashembh
I want to get married, I want to build a family, I want to be truly happy with myself and not feeling that I'm doing things against my will
I truly want to do what I know is right and that is not watching so I can't do all the above and be successful in life
Thank you all so much and looking forward getting the next day clean

Hey Rocky, 
Just wanted to reach out with a warm hand and say hi.

I’m catching up on your thread and I’m full of admiration for your self awareness and the way that you are working on yourself. you’re a special guy! 

Want to echo what some of the illustrious guys have written recently- offense works better than defense! Keeping your true goals and aspirations in mind, focusing on what makes you feel truly good (long term), and what will help you achieve the happiness you truly want, that’s a way that helps combat the enticement that gets projected for short term “feel good” sugar rush to watch inappropriate content, engage in flirty interactions and similar… 

Have you tried reading The Battle of the Generation?

Wishing you a lot of continued success! 
Here’s a warm hand, 
Chaim Oigen 

Thank you very much for taking the time to write that
Yes I have read the book thanks to yiftach who gave it to me 
And now is day 69 clean bh
I will try to always remind myself not what I'm "missing out" on but what I'm gaining bezH 

70 days clean bh!!!!!!

How is our hero doing?

Dear Brother,

Would love to hear from you.

Hope all is well

Thank you to all those who are asking me how I'm doing 
So two weeks ago I fell and lost my 71 day streak I was so pissed andit was to embarrassing for me to write it so I thought maybe for this time I will not log on to Gye and maybe disconnect from this oylam for awhile obviously still fighting the battle, anyway I just fell today so obviously wasn't so smart to leave you awesome people 
I hosntly don't know where tf to go from here 

rocky21 wrote on 22 Jan 2025 11:57:

My Brother,

It's hard, and falling can feel devastating - especially after a long streak. 
71 days, 14 days, 1 day, or 1000 days I am here for you. We are all here for you.
You are a fighter. No matter what number your count is at, you are still you.

I'm so happy to sign in and see your message this morning. 
You inspire me with your determination and grit in a challenging situation. 
If you are looking to expand your toolbox, I know it's hard for you to connect with some of the mentors over the phone, but perhaps you can reach out more to someone in your country (Yiftach?) or open an email/texting conversation?

Your 'number' may have reset, but your journey certainly didn't. The best direction to go, is forward.

All the best,
BH

Thank you so much for the kind words!
Bh I've been talking to yiftach in person and over the phone and it's thanks to him honestly that I got to 71 days and hopefully this time will be 90 days and more
If anyone has any ideas for me that worked for them I'd love to hear

11 days clean but that doesn't matter because well idk it just doesn't 
I'm feeling just fed up tbh like on one hand let's just stop doing this and then it's not a problem but then it's like why cause all the pain of holding back obviously obviously I will fight but it's like tough as I'm sure you all know 
Anyway just wanted to write something