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Reaching 90 days of strictly no mz”l 01 Jan 2021 17:59 #360356

Hey all! It’s shtarkandemotional here! I’m now making the neder for mz”l and will be counting this as day number 1! I came fresh out of the mikvah and... not feeling so great... but I’m will trudge through these lonely hard difficult feelings... I’m making this new thread so that once in a while I’ll update everyone how my journey is going regarding strictly mz”l I really hope this time it will work and by posting here it will bezH strengthen me to continue and not only stay 6 months clean (like last time) but  maybe 100 years clean ! As “captain” told me “It's a big thing that you are making this neder and it's a very exciting day in your life: the next step on your path to greatness” thanks captain for all the support so I’m gonna be saying the neder any minute and will daven for everyone after... this is a challenging moment but also a special moment! BezH with this things will only get better! And we should all continue to grow grow grow together!!! have an amazing shabbos everyone!
“Distancing and removing triggers is only bringing the door closer..Changing the insides and our nature is the key to get in.” 

“Human connection can help every sort of struggle” 

If anyone would like to reach me I’d love to help out! 
anonymouslyhappy111@gmail.com

Break free the easy way using the self-talk method!
https://guardyoureyes.com/forum/4-On-the-Way-to-90-Days/378128-Captain--Shtarkemotionals-Secret90Day-Challenge

Check out this thread with packed Insight for every person at every stage! 
https://guardyoureyes.com/forum/1-Break-Free/376994-%E2%80%9CShtark%E2%80%9D-insight-that-may-make-you-%E2%80%9Cemotional%E2%80%9D-%29

Re: Reaching 90 days of strictly no mz”l 01 Jan 2021 18:00 #360357

Also I’m very excited it’s the start of a brand new year! January 1st!!!! I hope this will be the beginning to growth and purity!  
“Distancing and removing triggers is only bringing the door closer..Changing the insides and our nature is the key to get in.” 

“Human connection can help every sort of struggle” 

If anyone would like to reach me I’d love to help out! 
anonymouslyhappy111@gmail.com

Break free the easy way using the self-talk method!
https://guardyoureyes.com/forum/4-On-the-Way-to-90-Days/378128-Captain--Shtarkemotionals-Secret90Day-Challenge

Check out this thread with packed Insight for every person at every stage! 
https://guardyoureyes.com/forum/1-Break-Free/376994-%E2%80%9CShtark%E2%80%9D-insight-that-may-make-you-%E2%80%9Cemotional%E2%80%9D-%29

Re: Reaching 90 days of strictly no mz”l 01 Jan 2021 18:01 #360358

Also does anyone know how I can find the link to this thread? I want to post it on my new 90 day chart!
“Distancing and removing triggers is only bringing the door closer..Changing the insides and our nature is the key to get in.” 

“Human connection can help every sort of struggle” 

If anyone would like to reach me I’d love to help out! 
anonymouslyhappy111@gmail.com

Break free the easy way using the self-talk method!
https://guardyoureyes.com/forum/4-On-the-Way-to-90-Days/378128-Captain--Shtarkemotionals-Secret90Day-Challenge

Check out this thread with packed Insight for every person at every stage! 
https://guardyoureyes.com/forum/1-Break-Free/376994-%E2%80%9CShtark%E2%80%9D-insight-that-may-make-you-%E2%80%9Cemotional%E2%80%9D-%29

Re: Reaching 90 days of strictly no mz”l 01 Jan 2021 18:51 #360367

Update 1:46 firstly Mazel tov! To myself... I just made the neder! Didn’t think this would happen but as I was davenning tears started spilling out... I guess everything came out! BezH all the teffilos should be accepted לטובה!  These tears will always be remembered!!!
“Distancing and removing triggers is only bringing the door closer..Changing the insides and our nature is the key to get in.” 

“Human connection can help every sort of struggle” 

If anyone would like to reach me I’d love to help out! 
anonymouslyhappy111@gmail.com

Break free the easy way using the self-talk method!
https://guardyoureyes.com/forum/4-On-the-Way-to-90-Days/378128-Captain--Shtarkemotionals-Secret90Day-Challenge

Check out this thread with packed Insight for every person at every stage! 
https://guardyoureyes.com/forum/1-Break-Free/376994-%E2%80%9CShtark%E2%80%9D-insight-that-may-make-you-%E2%80%9Cemotional%E2%80%9D-%29
Last Edit: 01 Jan 2021 18:53 by shtarkandemotional.

Re: Reaching 90 days of strictly no mz”l 03 Jan 2021 23:11 #360451

Day number 3 of mz”l going strong! Bh 
“Distancing and removing triggers is only bringing the door closer..Changing the insides and our nature is the key to get in.” 

“Human connection can help every sort of struggle” 

If anyone would like to reach me I’d love to help out! 
anonymouslyhappy111@gmail.com

Break free the easy way using the self-talk method!
https://guardyoureyes.com/forum/4-On-the-Way-to-90-Days/378128-Captain--Shtarkemotionals-Secret90Day-Challenge

Check out this thread with packed Insight for every person at every stage! 
https://guardyoureyes.com/forum/1-Break-Free/376994-%E2%80%9CShtark%E2%80%9D-insight-that-may-make-you-%E2%80%9Cemotional%E2%80%9D-%29

Re: Reaching 90 days of strictly no mz”l 06 Jan 2021 06:30 #360694

Day number 6!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! No it’s crazy!!!!!!!! This neder saved me so many times!!!! And I wanna talk about tonight’s battle! So I fell to porn... but! Was something so unbelievable was so challenging was so hard! But I did it!!!!! I didn’t masturbate!!!! It was so so so difficult I can’t even explain the rush and desire but my hands stayed stiff and I’m boy so proud of myself!!! I’m proud to announce I’m 5 days clean!!!!!! Heading into the 6th... and I can do this!!!!!!!!
“Distancing and removing triggers is only bringing the door closer..Changing the insides and our nature is the key to get in.” 

“Human connection can help every sort of struggle” 

If anyone would like to reach me I’d love to help out! 
anonymouslyhappy111@gmail.com

Break free the easy way using the self-talk method!
https://guardyoureyes.com/forum/4-On-the-Way-to-90-Days/378128-Captain--Shtarkemotionals-Secret90Day-Challenge

Check out this thread with packed Insight for every person at every stage! 
https://guardyoureyes.com/forum/1-Break-Free/376994-%E2%80%9CShtark%E2%80%9D-insight-that-may-make-you-%E2%80%9Cemotional%E2%80%9D-%29

Re: Reaching 90 days of strictly no mz”l 06 Jan 2021 12:30 #360703

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SAM,

That's HUGE!  Every day is another world in Gan Eden.

Regarding your slip with p**n, you should try to remember that p**n can affect your relationship with your future spouse when you get married. Avoid it for HER sake!

Re: Reaching 90 days of strictly no mz”l 06 Jan 2021 14:06 #360707

Yes! I’m trying very hard! I’m just very happy I made it Bh!
“Distancing and removing triggers is only bringing the door closer..Changing the insides and our nature is the key to get in.” 

“Human connection can help every sort of struggle” 

If anyone would like to reach me I’d love to help out! 
anonymouslyhappy111@gmail.com

Break free the easy way using the self-talk method!
https://guardyoureyes.com/forum/4-On-the-Way-to-90-Days/378128-Captain--Shtarkemotionals-Secret90Day-Challenge

Check out this thread with packed Insight for every person at every stage! 
https://guardyoureyes.com/forum/1-Break-Free/376994-%E2%80%9CShtark%E2%80%9D-insight-that-may-make-you-%E2%80%9Cemotional%E2%80%9D-%29
Last Edit: 06 Jan 2021 14:06 by shtarkandemotional.
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